sempaaaaaaaaaaaat.

baru je abis sahur. curry yg me n ibu masak haritu, finally i get to eat it. sedap laaaaaa.

smlm buka kat luar ngan shidah. celebrate dier nyr belated bday. mkn kat fish n co kat wheelock. tempat packed seh. tapi ok ah. service stil gd. i ate oysters. all 5 1/2 of dem. shidah try mkn setengah. but she looked like she was gonna puke aftr tt. weak ah dah. definitely tak boleh masuk fear factor. tt was for starters la. d waiter was like lil pissed so he kept mumbling stuff to himself wenever he went pass us. i guess, we were d only ones who understood. so we jus smiled n laughed along.

wanted to go isetan to get golf markers. BUT! deir closed. dus to a private sale for members.. OF ALL DAYS!!! like everyday i go to d townside. IRRITATINGGG!

we den decided to get some gelatino. (is tt wat deyr called??) d one jus outside d main entrance of lido.. so were on a rampage! sampling almost all d flavours there. d guy who served us was definitely flirting. HAH. n i thot shid was a natural!! HAHAHAHA. we paid for2 flavours in a cone. finally we settled for a honey malt sumtin flavour. twas nice. n we let d guy choose d other flavour. he wanted to give us a special flavour which was not on display, ferrero roche. so yeah. we were ok. but NO! he went to d bck to chk, d thing is melted. HAH. wat luck. den we settle for creme caramel. so it was SWEEEET. nice. shidah ckp, d cone, kat bawah dah lemauuuuu.
bluek. hahahah.

we went to d supermarket n pharmacy below to get some other stuff n headed bck home. oh. n we kept sprinting pass d traffic lights wenever dere was abt less den 10 secs left. hahaahhahaha. kecoh.


we looked irritatingly similar.

// even if you cannot hear my voice...

i was crap. arghh. twas so irritating. yyy? is it bcos of tt lizard? its d first time i saw a lizard in d main room. aaaaahhhhhhhhhh. crap.

i wana go slp. i got plans for d nxt 3 days.
oysters. quality family time n sneakers!

il b involved in d super juniors dis saturday.
how exciting.

// triple date?? not in a gazillion years.

sissie's been hogging d comp.. tt explains d lack of updates in dis space.
today is alrdi d third day of ramadhan. broke fast alone for d past 2 evenings. bluek. cos of wrk, but im fine. =)

d lil guy is actually a lil GIRL. kara brought her to d vet again d other day.. she's doing fine. kara's dog been licking her to mke her pee. hvnt had news of her opening her eyes. its alrdi more den ten days! cant wait to c her wif d eyes open.

had a trial class jus now n thnk God it went fine. d mother sounds promising, hope she'll call bck soon.

gd news aside, i had my worst day at golf trng today. my full swing was CRAP. i even bruised my hip bone. my elbow hit it. i duno how to explain it, but yeah. its blue black now. at d driving range, i was so tired, i tink only 5 balls flew out of d 20 range balls. arrrgggggghhhhhhhh. felt so lowww. i tink d trainer kinda gave up on me just now. arggghhh. n nxt wk we full swinging on d GOLF COURSE! argh. d GOLF COURSE!!

banked in my cheque. wil work out m expenses for d mth in d mrng ltr. i need to get sneakers very badly by dis saturday. my crocs r wearing out. n im so tempted to get those primas! m tinkin of getting d gold ones!! kak yam! wat do u tink? wats d retail price again?

AND wats wif meredith n married men?! d vet guy had a wife! ....................... n i cried during tt heartwrenching scene where tt guy was asking for forgiveness. i need a hhug. (-_-)

oh yeah. HADY emerged as the 2nd singapore idol. congrats. (like u read dis...)

// they are watching us

gd wednesday mrng. i jus finished watching nyai feed d lil guy. he was being difficult again. pushing d syringe wif his tiny lil paws. but nyai forced d milk into him anws. is dis normal? i hope it is.
he has been quiet since last nite. which was a lil weird cos d first nite, i cud barely slp.
he fell aslp immediately nyai put him bck in d container. he slept up upon d towels, like he's slpin on his mummy's belly. its a lil sad, come to tink of it.

ibu kept comparing him to human babies, or more like d 4 of us wen we were infants. wen i had to prepare d formula, she wud go like: "oh.. mcm gitu eh, dulu mase korang baby, ibu tak pernah bangun buat kan susu. semue ayah yg buat kan." n dere's other things la.. like how she weaned us by ignoring us wenever we cried in d middle of d night, so tt we learn not to cry in d middle of d night. haha. cool kan.

seriously, i tink im not cut out to b a mother to kittens, or animals in general. i tink. i duno. i mean, twas only 2 days n 1 night. but, it seems tt i cant. its like d thot of having a life, depending on me, is so great, it freaks me out. bluek.
i dun hv tt habit of talking to him wenever i find him cute or sumtin, unlike my mum, grandma, shid n oj. like, how can i talk to someone who meows??

d lil guy's aslp still. he looks so peaceful wen he's jus curled up like tt. shid named him, skuu. dun ask me y. i duno.
will be returning him to kara ltr. kara said she'll tke cre of him for a lil while more n den give him up for adoption. seriously, i wish she wudnt. i noe she n d bf can raise him.. but yeah, she wants a ginger coloured kitten. skuu is black on white.

photos will uploaded soon.

// =]

got ready d kitty formula. ibu wanted to help feed d lil guy. but he was squirming alot n ibu wasnt holding him tight. i had a hard time feeding d formula into him. i tink he drank abt 1ml frm d syringe only. i knew i had to let him pee but dammit. i was too scared. i was hoping nyai wud come bck quick.

n so she came. she was kinda shocked wen i told her she had to help me feed n move d lil guy's bowels. he started meowing non stop. nyai asked me to get ready d formula. she wrapped him up like a sausage n started feeding him. he was drinking! i was so happy. told nyai she had to let d lil guy pee but she said she's nvr done it b4. i gave her a wet cotton pad n told her to use it to rub d lil guy' balls. n sure enuf, he peed on it.

he's been meowing eversince. i duno wat to do. he's been fed. he's peed. d towels n d hot water filled gloves r in dere. im gona feed him probably in d middle of d night n i will mke sure i mke him pee.

i can do dis.

in summary:

- eating alone is not fun.
- drogba's goal was magnificent, almost impossible.
- tiger wood's shevchenko's fren, n he was at d match.
- isnt tt cool?
- the rock is very very handsome. he made me smile wen he smiled.
- the rock is very very handsome.
- the rock is very very handsome.
- oh. i said it 3 times.
- i wanted to say more but now im thinkin of the rock and i forgot everything.
- seriously.

home alone. d family's out w/o me. bluek.

we had our last game yesterday against d young womens'. we lost la. but kan, we SCORED one against dem! hahaha. n gues who scored??? our right back for tt match. MMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
muahahahhaa.
d ball was on d left side, everyone was concentrating dere. titi gave me a defence splitting ball n i ran frm d blind side of deir defence. i met d ball n placed d ball wide past d keeper n into d back of d net!
woooohhhhooooo. tts wat i said, i tink, aftr i scored. haha..
my one n only goal for d 2006 league. n its against d young womens'.
sweet.

im aching thruout now. n i hv a huge blister, bigger den a 50ct coin on my sole. ouucchiiieeee.

k la. nak watch bola now.

random pic:

pocket moSter


// with or without you

twas only me n d sup today at wrk. we got into d studio n did our students' grading. she found out tt i was in d same pri sch as her, northland pri sch, cos of d mug i was using. n den we were chatting abt our pri sch life...

left her at d centre alone while i went to lunch. it was raining so heavily n it was so cold. off to bkt sedap aftr tt to sorta chill for a lil while. hehe..

n in just one day, ive acquired a nenek n an ahma. nenek is d cleaner at d shopping centre. she's my gum supplier frm pahang. (or was it penang?) haha. and, ahma is my toiletries saleslady. well, she's actually a grandma to one of d kids.. she bought fruit juice for me n pauline too!

tmr is a long long day. n frankly im a lil lazy to attend my colleague's wedding dinner BUT. i hv to go. bcos, its not everytime i get invited to such occasions. n, like my mum always say, 'u get wat u give'. so yeah.

// kisses

im irritated by people talkin abt siti nurhaliza. it seems tt everyone i know, isnt happy abt d fact tt she's married wif some divorced business man. (no wait, i noe one person, who's quite excited by it. u noe who u r! haha.)i mean!! she doesnt care if you are happy or not! she doesnt even know u! d next person to talk to me abt siti nurhaliza, i swear im not gona talk to tt person ever again. well no. i cant possibly do tt. but id defintitely be pissed with tt person.
n now i hear ppl talkin deres another young girl getting married to some rich older man. like watever laaaaaaaaaaa. aduii.. its a crazy world out dere. let it b crazy ok.


tke cre ppl. cos i cre.

// not your fault

didnt go to wrk today. woke up feeling giddy. went to polyclinic. i shud hv gone earlier.. but yeah. twas ok. had my mp3 wif me. was dere for whole 2hrs. u all noe how d situation is in a polyclinic..

went bck to d market at my old place. nothing much hv changed. all d shops r d same. d uncle who sells vegetables with his wife, he's getting more n more good looking. he has put on some weight n tt definitely made him look robust. haha. n he actually said sumtin to me. but my ears were plugged so i didnt hear a single thing he said n jus smiled back at him. i walked further dwn n d fishmonger smiled at me too. found this weird cos d last time i was dere was more den 5yrs ago. told my mum abt it.. n she thinks d ppl dere rmb me. i said, 'cant b.. i look different now..' den she said its cos of d mole. haha.. if she's true, its jus nice to b remembered.

rented, 'Goal'. nice movie.. santiago was such a 'solo' plyr it was irritating.. but in d end he learned tt he has to PASS to play in english football. beckham, zidane n raoul each had a role for like... 20 seconds? im not sure if d matches dey had, were real or acted.. but twas cool.

oj was hogging d comp in d aftrnoon. i scolded her. as seriously scolded her. (i rarely do tt) she cried.. but she didnt wail n all. i tink she knows she's in d wrong. but we'r ok now. yup. ibu trimmed her fringe n its not straight. shidah was laughing at her jus now. me too.

im super duper hungry now. il go eat! n den we'l c how d rest of d night goes.

// let's play

angel in the night - lovehunters

i wasnt dreaming, never felt like this before
you're my love, i wana love you more
here i am baby, hoping you're by my side
you're my angel in the night

its been so long ive been trying to say
and it seems to keep on walking away
oh girl cant you see you mean so much to me
and i just cant hide this feeling anymore
(this feeling anymore)

i cannot tell you that i love you
i cannot tell you that i need you
for awhile you're here and the moment you're gone
living's just teardrops in the night
you're my angel in the night

i cannot hold you never wana let you go
cos here's our love oh baby please dont go
here i am baby hoping you're by my side
you're my angel in the night

1st heard dis song in 2002. finally found out the title just now. love it. d weird thing is there was a malay band wif d same name. n i cant find any info abt dis particular band.. peculiar. but wth. d song's lovely.

// still

rented a movie for oj. rugrats go wild. so while she was watching it, i watched d drama on suria wif nyai. d show was abt dis guy who's 'soft'. twas interesting.. great acting by d guys. n den nyai told me tt she actually has a nephew.. (my distant uncle.. somwhow ah.) who went thru a sex change. n den dis uncle/auntie visited my nyai n she cudnt recognise him/her. now dis uncle/auntie works as a designer in australia. umm yeah.. i duno wat to tink.

nyai also told me sumtin rili interesting. i shall rmb it til d day i hv a son.

n yeah. it took some time for me to figure out some stuff. but i did figure it out in d end n told u abt it. i miss u so much. n im such a dumb a**. seriously. i nvr fail to screw things up. i was talkin to pauline abt it. she said it was my fault. yeah.

well............ tmr is another day. im goin to d golf course again. nxt mth, hv to invest in some high SPF sports sunblock. yup.

// right here

tts a shot of d s'pore vs china match yesterday at national stadium. china was getting ready for a free kick. yeah. great crowd yesterday. twas cool to b bck dere. i tink d last time i was dere wen s'pore lost to thailand or was it malaysia.. d year where everyone got tt free red tshirt.. behind every lion there's a something... u all rmb? argh. my memory rili sucks. i tink tt was like 4 yrs ago.

so anw.. im ril tired today. had not much of an appetite. i gues due to my aching wisdom tooth. wishing i can hv surgery or sumtin so tt dis pain will go away forever. but dang, its freakin expensive laaaaaarrr..............

il go to slp very soon. crapppiiiidddooooodddaaaahhhhdddaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

// buatla ku tersenyum

changed d skin. a picture of the beautiful sunset. wudnt it b nice if ur sitting beside the one u love, looking at such a magnificent scenery?

well yeah..

my tooth's stil aching bad. i dun quite hv d mood to eat. jus ate a lil of rice jus now..

goin to d national std to watch s'pore vs china match. i got free tix, tts y.

// no promises

finally i got to go to d driving range. its rili intimidating, having all the other golfers ard.. seeing a real range/golf ball infront of u, instead of d usual soft, yellow sponge balls we use indoors. n wif d trainer scrutinising my every move, i jus cant do it. well, dere were d few lucky shots i got. i tink one was over 75m. 1 even hit d 50m board. went bck indoors to remedy our mistakes. seems like i have alot of stomach turning to do. apparently wen ppl do d golf swing, dey dun use their arm power, its their tummy power. HP said i swing like a baseball player. bluek.

im good at nothing.

went to trng at grange rd. twas ok ah. tink d coach had no idea tt me n jon had a game yesterday. so yeah.. it was a lil tiring.
jonnie tried a shirt at zara. but dere wasnt any of her size. n den we had big fish at burger king's. aishah, jonnie n elin.
jonnie was crapping alot. hahaa... got me more tired hanging out wif her.
jonnie will get chubby if jonnie dont play footie.

n yeah. steve irwin's passed away. im stil shocked. im kinda a fan u noe.. rest in peace..

// no underwear

3-0 to paya lebar. we had 10 men. i mean.. girls. tink we did ok. dere were times. alot of dem, tt i fumbled. shah did gd today, comin out n stuff. gracie did GREAT, takin free kicks, talkin to me n all. everyone played well. n paya lebar let their reserves played, which i tink, is real cool. haha.. .

my back hurts.

last nite, for 2 hrs, frm 9 to 11, i was on flixter's website, playin d never ending movie quiz. i was ranked like no 16817 (last check) in d world. n tts a mean feat ok. im gona play again soon. i wana b top 100! ahahah.. my movie knowledge actually amaze me. i didnt noe i knew so much abt movies.. i mean.. d fact tt i DONT watch alot of movies n all. HAHAH.

flixter -> check it out!

tmr we'r goin to d range! woohoooooo. like finally! i hope my balls will go real high. unlike my balls jus now. =( not sure if dere's trng in d evening.. we'l c how.


plain cheese pizza. courtesy of zalina n yan. on my birthday. =)

// not fair