got ready d kitty formula. ibu wanted to help feed d lil guy. but he was squirming alot n ibu wasnt holding him tight. i had a hard time feeding d formula into him. i tink he drank abt 1ml frm d syringe only. i knew i had to let him pee but dammit. i was too scared. i was hoping nyai wud come bck quick.

n so she came. she was kinda shocked wen i told her she had to help me feed n move d lil guy's bowels. he started meowing non stop. nyai asked me to get ready d formula. she wrapped him up like a sausage n started feeding him. he was drinking! i was so happy. told nyai she had to let d lil guy pee but she said she's nvr done it b4. i gave her a wet cotton pad n told her to use it to rub d lil guy' balls. n sure enuf, he peed on it.

he's been meowing eversince. i duno wat to do. he's been fed. he's peed. d towels n d hot water filled gloves r in dere. im gona feed him probably in d middle of d night n i will mke sure i mke him pee.

i can do dis.