gd wednesday mrng. i jus finished watching nyai feed d lil guy. he was being difficult again. pushing d syringe wif his tiny lil paws. but nyai forced d milk into him anws. is dis normal? i hope it is.
he has been quiet since last nite. which was a lil weird cos d first nite, i cud barely slp.
he fell aslp immediately nyai put him bck in d container. he slept up upon d towels, like he's slpin on his mummy's belly. its a lil sad, come to tink of it.

ibu kept comparing him to human babies, or more like d 4 of us wen we were infants. wen i had to prepare d formula, she wud go like: "oh.. mcm gitu eh, dulu mase korang baby, ibu tak pernah bangun buat kan susu. semue ayah yg buat kan." n dere's other things la.. like how she weaned us by ignoring us wenever we cried in d middle of d night, so tt we learn not to cry in d middle of d night. haha. cool kan.

seriously, i tink im not cut out to b a mother to kittens, or animals in general. i tink. i duno. i mean, twas only 2 days n 1 night. but, it seems tt i cant. its like d thot of having a life, depending on me, is so great, it freaks me out. bluek.
i dun hv tt habit of talking to him wenever i find him cute or sumtin, unlike my mum, grandma, shid n oj. like, how can i talk to someone who meows??

d lil guy's aslp still. he looks so peaceful wen he's jus curled up like tt. shid named him, skuu. dun ask me y. i duno.
will be returning him to kara ltr. kara said she'll tke cre of him for a lil while more n den give him up for adoption. seriously, i wish she wudnt. i noe she n d bf can raise him.. but yeah, she wants a ginger coloured kitten. skuu is black on white.

photos will uploaded soon.

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