i woke up early, cos i wanted to go out for the.. yeah.
but i decide to postpone it cos of wat they.. yeah.
so, im at home now.

aqilah's playin with her barbies. i nvr undestood d fun.
shidah went to get a haircut, cant wait for her to come bck.
the mum n d gramps r in d kitchen..
the dad's looking thru the job ads.
the bro's flyin free for now.

physically n mentally unwell.
crimson tide.
rushing abt dwn under i can feel it.
i wana rest but nothing rests even as i lie stil,
trying hard not to breathe.
waking up is such a chore,
n trying to sleep is another stressing to do.

// u think im weak, i think you're wrong.