n so everytime i go to d market wif d usual ppl.
wanting to buy the nicest, most juicy mangoes for dessert.
so i was like, "hey! those buncha honey mangoes look really juicy. oh wow! they'r frm thailand n all. im sure its yummy."
1st close fren will say, "eh, u noe i actually heard that those mangoes from thailand r grown wif soil sprayed wif pesticide. who knows wat wil happen to u if u consume dem.. dun buy la."
n den 2nd close fren will say, "dey only look nice, but no la.. dun. ive heard too.."
me being the stubborn me, "wat crap u guys talkin abt? do look nice, im sure they r nice. n im goin to buy it!"
fren 1 n 2 will den go, "dun say we didnt warn u.."

so dey went home, i cant wait to devour those mangoes. peelin the skin was so easy.. their juices stained my hands. i cudnt wait to enjoy them.. the flesh was soft, melted in my mouth. the taste was heavenly. licking my lips i was laughing to myself, "idiots, dey duno wat they'r missing."
aftr a few hours. my tummy was starting to kill me. broke into cold sweat. countless visits to d loo. i was sent to d A & E. food poisoning.

this happened, 2 times? goin to b 3? y dun i ever learn?
cos i noe one day tt dey WIL b wrong. one day.
god help me.
n d funny thing is, everyone in d market knows abt it too. somehow.
dey laughing at me? dey feel sorry for me? right.
people. im ashamed for being one sometimes.
god help me again.

here i m consoling myself, n here i m too.. not being optimistic abt it.
prob im jus unlucky wif mangoes.

wats tt i hear, "contradictions.."
funny. everyone is saying that word now.

// its just an illusion