i finally know wats BSELN. its Basic Electronics. hmm.. thot i wun b gettin dat CDS. tink it'l b cool. goin to engine for lects n stuff. wonder wats in store for me?

i juz realised im not doin my FPr dis sem. n dat means, i hv to stay back for another sem to do it. n dat means, i wun d graduating on time! oh my! wait til my parents hear abt dis. haiz.. i duno wat to feel? m i scared? embarassed? bloody.. i tink i hv no feelings. m i an animal?
tink i wud wana b a fish or an eagle.. ok crap.. hah! probably a crab! im mad. talkin crap like dis.

damn. well, it can b a gd thing. i dun hv to worry abt wat to do aftr graduating cos il b graduating late. damn me, always always looking at d bright side of things.. its not always gd i gues.

watever.

i need sumtin new in my life. well, d electronics thingy shud b interesting.. but no, not dat.. sumtin else.. sumtin. i duno wat.

// i hate knowing nothing's fair. i wish i didnt know.