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Monday, February 13, 2012

its the same, all the time

so today is the deadline for the submission if participation for the FAS tournaments. i have informed the relevant people and i dont think anything has been done.

finally got hold of coach. he told me of his decision and plans. i guess he is doing what is rational. unfortunately. (haha) my empathetic self understands his point of view.

i was then tasked to tell yani the news that is apparently, to her, bad.

i was actually nervous. knowing how volatile she can be.

i want to keep fit. i want to have fun playing soccer. i want to train twice a week. play to win during the weekends. i somehow, foresee that this will be my last year. i might be wrong.. i dont know.

the situation for womens football in singapore is always stagnant like this. teams will not rise. the system is not right, yet. theres always that one team full of imports winning all the games. they wont be around for years just because the imports will eventually have to go back to where they were from.

there will always be that consistent team just because they are made up of students. and there will be that team that is made up of misfits, who cant cohesively train. who can only turn up for games.

and at the end of the season. people get lazy while there will be the same old bunch of people who will try to get everyone together. some will leave. some switch alliance. some even return! not that, that is a problem. is it?

i just want to play. and while im at it. i want to have fun.

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