this is bad. i never thought i could feel like this for someone.

i always find it almost annoying when i know someone is suffering from a heartbreak. they would wallow in self pity, they dont eat, they cant do anything. everything they do reminds of that special someone.

and it is hitting me right in the face. straight at me.

i really dont know what to do. i dont know to stop this pain i feel. this sounds straight from a sappy song doesnt it. now i know this pain is real. those song writers have lived through it. i shall too.

i need to be strong. i shall be patient.