gd evening.

i hate to be told tt im wrong. especially wen i alrdi noe tt im wrong. i jus hate tt feeling. d heart beat will escalate. i feel like breakin sumtin with my bare hands. but. i hv to feel like tt? if not id nvr realise it??

i love u.

so now im reading stephen king's pet sematary (yeah its spelled like tt). cj gave me a rundown on d movie.. gues it was aired in d early 80s. anw. it shud b a cool book. dis book is slightly different somehow.. d way he begins. in d early chapters, its almost impossible to think tt itl b a scary book. its d way he writes it tt makes u want to noe wats goin to happen. n even if u alrdi roughly, ud stil want to noe.. geddit? no? nvm.

u noe.. il always want things to b easy. bcos.. its easy. if being easy is wrong, its ok. il try to make it better nxt time. if a chanve ever come my way again. if not. too bad. il stil live. i dun regret. cos i noe i cant turn bck time. so yeah.
dey say i hv to change cos dis is not a gd motto to live by.
dammit. life's so hard.

watever. tmr is another day.

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