k. dis wil b a random post. i got so many things to say n im lazy to sort dem out. so il jus type watever tt im tinkin of at d moment. here goes.

dis wk has been tiring n wil continue to b tiring. it started out wif sunday nite wher i went to kbox. found out d reason y n all was quite overwhelming too. worked on monday was crap cos it was boring. headed for trng at cca. abt 50 mins of 11 aside. i practically ran home to catch desperate housewives!
woke up today did abit of chores. cycled here n dere. paid bills. $600 gone in 3mins! bought toiletries. watched a lil of tv. by 3 i exhausted. had a lil nap. den left for trng at 4+. damn. so trng was fun. i like trng at farrer park cos im so comfortable dere. im so used to everyone. i like having d guys ard cos dey always help us, being supportive n dey can b great opponents. we learn frm dem. CAN B ah.
btw, i rather train under d hot sun n get very very sweaty instead of training wen its alrdi dark n den deres a breeze n den il shiver.
so tmr! wake up early to send oj downstairs cos ayah is sick. make my way to laguna at 8+. do full swing. spend d aftrnoon somewhere n den go trng again.
thurs i wil wrk half day n den go trng again.
fri i wil b heading to d range at laguna. im excited but, damn im so lazy. wrk aftr tt. sat n sun wil b d st soccer.
n den next wk! i shud b getting news frm NTU. yes.

so y do ppl cry? prob d most obvious reason is, deir sad. but im sure dere r other causes too. happy, frustrated, smoke in d eye. yeah.

oh n i hvnt applied leave for dis wkend! dammit. dere'l b new kids. n d parents r expecting me to b dere n i wun b dere. n deres dis girl whos comfortable wif me. im scared she wudnt wana come to class if im not ard. argh.

i was watching excerpts of matches of d 1966's world cup on tv. deir shorts r like short shorts! tight fitting long sleeved top. altho their hairstyle sucked. i tink short shorts made it easier for dem to run? n i jus cant help noticing d bulges la. ahakz!

soooooooooooooo.. im exhausted n i want to eat riceeeeeeeeeee! i feel like eating nasi goreng or nasi sambal goreng or nasi with whatever la. i feel like having wholemeal bread wif watever. i need to load up on d carbos!

my hair is irritating me btw. its at d stage wher its too long to b let down n its too short to tie it up. i feel like shaving it!

i want my watch back! i noe its somewhere in dis rooom of ours but im so very lazy to go thru d rubble!

i want to watch xmen 3 on 25th may 2006! i want to watch hugh jackman. i want to watch half naked mutants.

i miss gracie! i miss her on d field. i miss seeing her scratching herself. i miss screaming at her. i miss giggling wif her. ish. i miss her la.

n prob i duno wats love. prob i dun hv to noe wat it means to love. but all i noe. i want you. i dont care abt anyone else. tts all tt matters.

nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

tts all folks.

// ur all i ever wanted

(i seriously wonder who wud wana read tt horribly long, crappy, meaningless post. )