blogger is so slow today. irritating.

so shidah was gettin ready to sch. i asked her, 'how does it feel to go out so early in d mrng? i forgot.' she said its gd cos she doesnt hv to rush n all. (most of d times she'l b late.) n she said shes meetin her fren at yishun mrt to walk to sch together. suddenly i was tinking of my ex, din. (haha.) he used to wait for me every single day at d void deck of d nearby blk n we'l walk together to sch. i somehow can recall vividly on he would b sitting, waiting for me. funny how i can rmb d way he sits, d way he carries his bag n all..
as i was lying dwn on my bed, i realised he never complained at all. i rmb i did offer to go over to his place to walk to sch frm dere. but i tink out of a yr plus, i did it like less den 10 times?.. i tink he nvr expects tt i do it at all. hah.

i dun tink ive thanked him for d memories. n d fact tt he nvr complains tt he has to come all d way here, d fact tt i cud b real late n all. probably i shud giv him a call to say hi. hMmm..

so i went bck to slp aftr shidah left for sch. i dreamt of my late grandpa. in d dream he was a spirit n i cud c him. im not sure wat exactly happened but he was dere n den not. n i was crying.. its like i needed to tell him sumtin. n he kept disappearingg.. n den re-appearing again. it was frustrating.

n den i was late for d talk. i was d last to come. d talk was abt scoliosis. it was rili stressing for me to hear abt d complications.. to c d pic. i felt so restless. dere was even a point wher i wanted to cry! wth. certain things i felt tt she shudnt hv said n jus cut straight to d point. so im scheduled to hv a screening tmr mrng. kinda nervous abt d outcome. wat if mine is severe? how wil it affect me?
anw, thnx to coach j for tellin me abt d talk in d first place. i wudnt hv even noe abt it if he didnt tell me..

met gracie, shidah lam n runn. gracie is painfully shy laaaaaaaaaa. irritating la u tau. she wore a striped shirt. looked real nice n all. she filled up d form n den dey said dey will call her bck. runn said we looked like d guys in brokeback mountain cos we wore shirts n jeans. ruuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnn! merepek! tt kid sure can talk non stop! made me laugh so much.

during trng i was half dead. no joke. i felt like puking. my head hurt. i barely ran during possesion. sprinting. half way, my right ankle gave way. i didnt sprain it. i felt it jus giving way. i duno how to describe it. it jus hurts. dammit. aftr trng, kika said i was dehydrated. she asked me wat i drank, i said tea. i had iced peach tea n chrysanthemum tea. a few days bck, i was drinkin teh o, coke, mango tea n den raspberry tea. she said d caffeine made me dehydrated. i cudnt help buying d teas! dey were d cheapest bottled drink in cold storage! bluek.

MUS DRINK WATER! H2O!

i want to watch chelsea vs barcelona. but im tired.

this is sucha long post. omg.

oh yeah. cam told me carl is withdrawing. bitter sweet. i like him. but im glad he will b gone cos i cudnt stand his mummy.

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