i didnt want to keep quiet. but its not easy.
scared. but im not sure of wat. i noe uv heard dis b4.
i noe i hv to giv it a shot.
but ur not makin it easier. a lil help wun hurt. somehow.
i didnt mean to make u angry. i nvr ever meant to hurt u.
i did wat i did cos i just wanted to. tts it. (n dun misinterpret dis line.)
not bcos im out to hurt u. not bcos i dun love u.
i cried cos i felt immense joy n sadness at d same time. i wished u nvr let me go.
n den i cried cos wat u said was untrue.
pls stop saying things tt we dun want to happen. cos somehow, ur wishes always come true.
its weird wen u mentioned abt dying, cos i was tinking abt d exact same thing.

Blind - lifehouse
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know

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