had to wake up early cos of d last min trng held at hq. thot id b late but i wasnt. heard some stupid, funny things tt got me pissed. hearing tt, i cant wait to tender. wat? is it wrong to b young? hah. so aftr trng, i happily walked out. thinkin tt next class was 3. suddenly, TYLER! he's comin at 1. i told d rest to go ahead while i go bck all d way to blk E to d atm machine. wen i reached dere, d money hasnt been transferred! so i gave up n just took d bus bck to jelita. tyler's gona come n d centre wud b closed. i felt so bad. halfway thru d bus ride wen i was at geylang n wen it was alrdi 15mins to 1pm. i rmb tt i had a 50$ note wif me! my mum told me to pay d bill n i cud hv used tt money first for cab fare! how cud i forget?!?!?!? but, i tried to take a nap anw, knowing tt nothing can b done.
messed up. great isnt it?

down low, ur slow.
high above, ur in love.
in d middle, ur d fiddle.
dun mke sense to me but yeah. oliver taught me tt. i asked him who i was in love wif. he said wif my bf. told him i didnt hv one, n id like him to b mine.
d lil guy freaked out n said he's too little to b my bf. hahaha! cuteness la he.

im eating salad now. italian rocket salad to b exact. those prepacked salad from cold storage. tts my lunch. hah.
its sour n nice. acquired taste. watever la aishah shasha.

wil b meetin shidah to treat her to dinner. hahah. bet i shocked her wen i called her jus now. bluek.

anw, its like a re-run. amazing how d dialogue n d plot is so very familiar. its jus most of d cast is changed now. how come they say the same things when they're angry? its almost unbelievable n i dun like it.

i dun like whats happening. i dun understand u? do u understand me? its like im d one losing out. n u noe tt. dun u? i miss u. i want things to be right again. but my right seems to be wrong.
if i have a time machine, i wud go bck to tt hour tt we wasted, tt hour tt i made d wrong move by turning away.
im such a dumb ass.
argh.

// i tried to be perfect