im tired. i feel tight. n my right eye hurt.
dere were a few times tt i felt sad, for awhile.
im not sure y.
but dere were things, people tt made me happy for awhile.
tt blind guy was nice. he thought i was a doctor cos i said tt i knew cough medicine will make him sleepy. i dun tink he had eyes at all. cos his eyelids were shut n it was so sunken in.
yeah i was staring at his face for awhile n i was tt close. he had rough hands. (we shook hands.)
n he wished me slmt hari raya. he even got my name right at d first time. n i didnt even get his name.
now, i feel bad.
blardy.
i noe im never contented wif watever i hv, but, ive been told to strive harder for d things i want.
isnt tt contradicting??

d world's a bitch n so r u.

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