i woke up to watch the finals. i wanted Liverpool to win. n dey did.
the match wasnt as eciting as the man u n arsenal game. the style of play i meant.
each team was passing ard, n den tried to attack. AC Milan played great in d 1st half.
1st goal was durin d 1st min. n den dey scored another 2.
dey were up 3 nil durin half time. d commentators thot tt was it!
d cup was milan's. but i knew dere wud b a turn of events.
n damn i was right!
within a space of 2 mins,Liverpool netted in 2 goals! brilliant header from Gerrard, n a crackin shot from outside d box from Smicer. d sub.
someone was den brought dwn, n Alfonso took d penalty.
Liverpool den did wat dey do best. defended. n held d game. to extra time.
n den, d most dreaded part. penalties.
i thot somehow, AC Milan was goin to win. but no!
dey overshot one, Dudek actually denied 2 shots!
n Liverpool, aftr 20 yrs, got d cup again. damn. i was happy.
bcos dey looked so happy in d tv.
amazing.
like i told my bro, "the ball is round, anytin can happen."

happy news aside. im not feelin gd. i got so many things on my mind.
n i want to make everyone happy. n it seems tt its d most difficult task i hv to do.
it sucks. jus tinkin abt it. n, no thnx to dis pain im feelin in my heart.
physically. its so frequent nowadays. im so scared to know wats wrong wif me. i need to go to d docs soon..
n, i like wrkin at starhub. i do. so pls, dun mke me change my mind again.
cos my mind is d most, irritatingly fragile thing n it can change in a split second.

//bear wif it, bear wif me.