fuck.
hypocrites. C said i duno how to appreciate things C has done for me.
fuck, dere's people in my own circle of frens who's worst off than me!
bloody. im so fuckin mad.
it sucks wen u noe too much.
yeah runn, shit always happens wen exams r ard d corner..

C once said tt d team was a halfway house. yeah, all d rejects from other teams group up..
but now i tink its an exchange counter.. u get bck 1 n u hv to sacrifice 1 more.
or 2..
life's never fair huh?
thot evrythin wud b dandy for d league.
but u noe wat!?
I THOT WRONG!

bloody. people. frens. i always tink of dem, but dey dont.
fuck, i was concerned. but who fuckin cares.
better off being a loner.

i duno wat to say anymore. i duno wat to do anymore.
my future's at stake n here i m worryin abt people n stuff tt prob dun even noe im alive.
il b at orchard hotel on sat. il c wat il do frm dere den.
my parents makin a decision for me is prob best aftr all.
dun have to crack my brains tinkin wat to do next.
n prob il jus make coffee at t2d in d mean while.
yeah, w or w/o d senior staff..

im so scared of leaving sch..
i still wana tke 969 to tampines every morning.
i still wana run aftr 23.. i still wan to eat the pathetic paos n chee cheong fun.
i hvnt tasted the strawberry cheesecake, brownie n oreo cheesecake.
ive nvr swim in d swimmin pool b4..
i kinda regret not knowing more ppl. damn.

i now im not perfect. but pls, remember.
y do get ppl angry? bcos dey were provoked.
who brought u in? who cared for u? who taught u stuff?
appreciate. remember. dun jus leave cos ur heart wants to.
ur body is a connection of organs. dun jus listen to one.
but even if u hav to go, leave at a good note.
please. make this world a better place.

// crappiness