hey dere. reached home at 11 plus. went to watch the matches at serangoon std. sengkang held the u-23 at only 2 goals. man.. dere r tt gd. y hold our ltcs? we'l make d team worse? dilwan, u suck. bishan arsenal lost to the chinese team. i lost count of the goals. really, BA could hv done better. 
anw, ate at khatib coffeeshop. i ate rojak wif century eggs. C ate pratas. bought me candies. lectured me abt my current situation. hate wen C starts to nag. hate wats happenin to me now. hate it cos i trained so hard all these mnths. hate it cos nothing can b done. hate it cos we didnt c it coming. hate it.
cik jaafar told me to inform the rez to play for sengkang's nxt game or else face the ban. the 6 mnths ban. i wud definitely face the ban den to go back to the club n b treated like dogs. 
i dun feel like having perfect attendance. no use. this sux. bernard said wer welcome to train wif his team. CP's coach i can train anytime at NYP. runni said i can train for fun at NP. cool. fitness should reamin constant. but.. stil, i wun b able to play... runn n mun can look forward to IVP early nxt yr. i cant even play for challenge cup!
 
suppsed to go on our budget date earlier today. plan backfired cos i had the most horrible headache. my left side of the brain was in pain. i had no idea wat happened. well, prob its bcos i hit my head against the metal shelf on sat mrng.. rested all the way til 4 pm juz now.
 
i wana change my skin but im juz so bloody lazy.
 
il b goin to TTS hospt at 11 tmr. hope d outlet wil b rili fun. C's sendin me. yippee.
 
new song: one thing by finger eleven. nice
 
If I traded it allIf I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thingIf I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something
 
peace.
 
//you suck