alone in d store's office. gonna have pizza for lunch. yimmin's gonna call for delivery. interesting.

m bored. im pissed. m i sucha bad girl? i dun tink so..
argh!!!!

oh, aqilah/OJ is growing up real fast.. she's becoming more n more talkative. n she's also definitely more responsible. she wakes up early in d mrng, wakes me up, take a shower, eat, does her assessment, watch tv.. den get ready for school.. feel so proud of her.
last nite, she could hear me coming back. before i even reach the door, she was alrdi sceaming my name.. juz softens me..

supposed to go to airport ltr to collect my typhoid jab cert.. but, im so bloody lazy. argh! all the way to changi.. but, if i go, definitely can get free food n drinks. i wana sandwich n a latte.. damn.. miss coffeebean..

so cold here.. i wana pee. but im so lazy to go to the toilet.

peace.

hey dere ppl. mrng. in d office.. waiting for abel to come bck.. goin for our brk soon..

anw, yestday's trng was the worst so far. i was crazy, tired, sleepy n somehow a lil sick. my passes were all over the place but the intended person.. my crosses suck! n my shooting was horrible.. but thank god i had to endure all tt crap for juz 45 mins.. the coaches were scolding me.. n i felt like crying!! hah!! y wud i wana cry? crazy aishah... soon, i guess i warmed up.. everything was back to normal.. well, everything but my mood i guess.. argh!! i was so cranked up. i feel like exploding. argh!! i hate this stupid feeling.. prob its PMS.. yeah.. everything's normal.

oh, yestday nite, evryone's home was in a blackout.. except mine! BORING!!

today's the factory manager's last day... will miss him. he's such a sweet, soft spoken nice guy.. all the best, sir.

abel's back!! peace ppl!

hey. mrng.

watched the match last nite wif reen. score was 4-1 to liverpool ladies team. 1st time hearing TR getting beaten. how cool is tt? the match was cool. the goals were superb. man.. the 4th goal.. the striker volleyed the ball in! whoa!! i wished dere was a replay.. but, haha.. wishes dun come true.
saw the BA players dere. shawn was sun burnt.. hehe.. she went ubin.
saw tim!! we hugged. missed him. weird rite..
saw shidah.. chatted. saw syanaz.. cool.

anw, im a people pleaser. i please people. n if i do speak my mind. i wun please people. so, please let me keep everything inside.

u all enjoy this cool mrng while i sit in this boring n cold office wif a heavy mind n a heavier aching heart.

cant wait for trng.. tts the only time i can kick my thoughts away.. 10hours n counting...

peace.

hey dere. gd day. at ann's now. came to visit him. n bought him lunch. he tore his ligament. freak injury.. hehe..

went to accompany shidah to cut her hair. haha. she attempted for dingdongs but C called it dengdengs. hah! went to northpoint for lunch. cute. me, oj, shidah n oj's kakak's fren.

yestday's trng was fun. basics. shooting den sprinting. i rili need to lose my 4kgs. (btw, ive gained 4 kilos aftr juz 2 weeks in polar!!! aarrgghhh!)
oh! my left toe's killing me. its coming back again. i can feel it. i tink my toe nails r juz crazy. consecutively dey'l juz rot. den drop off. n y? i do not hv the slightest clue.

got free tix for monday's match. liverpool womens' team vs tampines rovers womens' team. should b interesting.

tts it for now. peace.

*the cut's still raw
*my thumb's still store
*i gotta learn to live without your love

i hate penalties. i hate watching penalties being taken. its not good for the heart.

was watching the england vs portugal match. watched the 2nd half onwards. quite boring for the 1st 35mins. portugal was in possesion moz of the time. england was doing nothing. well, dey were juz defending. until the 70 plus mins, things were heating up. a portugal sub equalised. full time. den dey headed for silver goal. draw again! again! man, my heart was pounding. it was nerve wrecking. aftr 30 mins, penalty!! argh!!! dear mr beckham had the same curse wen he played against turkey during the qualifiers.. aah.. man, i feel for him. in the end portugal won. i tink penalties r like playing scissors paper stone... it doesnt justify anything. but yeah i gues its d only way to end d game. crap.

anw, i tink david beckham is rili cute.
frank lampard is cute too.
phil neville is cute too.
rui costa is cute too.
n christiano ronaldo is cute too.

oh, i tink he(c.ronaldo) did real well at the flanks. but ashley cole was the better man..

yestday trng was fun. trngs has been ok. fitness.. been a long time. reminds me of the times in marina n yew tee pri.. suddenly miss those in gombak..

cant wait to go sch tmr.

satisfied: dun talk abt C like tt. yes we r not together anymore. but pls. DO NOT.. n i d rili like it if u wud identify urself.

secret admirer: tt goes to u too.

hv a nice day ppl.

now at andrew's office. andrew n uncle tan busy so its only me n abel. im supposed to find the 2 cold slices.. but tt can wait. wil b finishing at 5! abel at 4 cos he has to go typhoid injection.

lately, hv been rili tired. slp is ok. werk has been slack but im juz tired. prob its juz tt dere r lotsa things on my mind.

anw, dere's dis cute guy at the bread production area. we chatted yestday. hehe.. he asked for my no but i didnt give.. yimin n abel told me not to.
oh, dere r quite a no of cheeky old guys here.
anw, in d mrng, was chattin wif abel again. he's such a nice guy to talk to. deborah's lucky to hv him..

cant wait for trng. i need to lose the 4kilos tt i hv gained.. haha! everyday eating the cakes n pastries..

sunday.. wanted to go to sentosa wif someone.. but change of mind.. so, i duno wat to do.. dilah ask us to go dere again.. i duno.. i want to do something different wif somebody else.. whoever else is..

i miss coffee bean.. haiz..

peace.

helo faithful blog readers. gd day to all. im in d office doing the store's catalog.. really tiring.. straining my shoulders cos the chair is spoilt n its rili low.. haha.. anw, slacked the whole mrng at the pantry wif abel.. it was nice talking to him.. funny how we didnt talk in d 2 yrs of poly.. anw, he's standing n doing the egg tarts wif the auntie.

yestday, finis werk at 5 n headed for trng. reached ard 6.15.. was rili tired. somehow stressed. had a lot of things on my mind.. didnt exactly had a great start.. but did rounds, drills.. coach j was kinda 'supervising' me while coach m was doing passing n stuff wif the others. aftr my rounds did trapping n heading.. man, my head started to get a little woozy.. was doing everything the other way round. haha! den coach j left for his night classes.. we did more passing, n trapping.. oh, wall pass too!! was fun.. i was crazy.. den lastly had sprinting.. man! runni juz cudnt understand simple instructions den our group had to do knee to chest alot of times.. but yeah, we managed to do it.. long time seh nvr do all tt.. my left ankle is a slight shade of green.. stil feels a lil weird.. but il b ok..
hung out under the void deck aftr trng.. drowned ourselves wif apple juice wif aloe.. n H2O n 100 plus.. haha! n reena wanted to eat "poko chuchu" crazy! its actually "takoyaki"! dunno wat she was tinking.. so we headed to j8.
on the way home, reena got a lil crazy n was laughing a lil too much. me n pets juz looked at her.. haha! crazy reena. oh! reena n me have share the same birthday. n yeah, i gues we do share the same traits.. juz ask runn, she'l noe.. hah!

well, gtg.. continue the catalog.. sian eh. cant wait for sat.. go back to sch!! yippee!! i miss tp!!

peace.

oh. mahive, whoever u r. C n me, we r frens.. nothing to write cos we dont meet anymore.. well, yeah, for the time being. yup. n cud u like identify urself pls.. i sure like to make frens.. n anw, thnx for faithfully reading despite the no mention of C.. but, yeah, il stil write abt C if dere r things to write.. yup.

hi mrng. oh, i gotta say to sorry to the bus driver in d mrng. mr phua. he greeted me but i ignored him. i feel bad.

its the 21st..

wrked at coffeebean yestday. missed everyone n everything. cocked up in the early part of my shift. caused a few voids. but yeah, i soon got the hang of it. wrked wif abang, izhar, lyn, leng n angeline.. aftr tt, runn picked me up to go east coast for elin's 15th bday pit. we alighted wrongly n had to walk very very far.. but it was fun. reached dere. ate. hung ard. ate a little more. nancy came. munah came. me n runn sat by the beach.oh i ate cup noodles, wanted crab flav, but dere was none, so had to settle for laksa. was craving for it. oh, the moon was out. it was a crescent. anw, we chatted. it was nice. thnx dear. for always being dere for me. munah's mum sent me home at 11+. runn n mun stayed over.

hv no idea wat im gona do today at werk. abel's doin data entry. yimiin's coming in late. aftr lunch. wonder wat happened to her..

it hurts to hurt.

peace.

hi. gd mrng. im in office. saturday.. in the office.. how cool is tt?

tmr, wrking again.. at kopibin.. man.. i remind me of someone. hah!

made egg tart pastry yestday. whole day was doing production. tired. but.. can ah.. interesting..

had dinner wif an old fren. met sumone n her gf. cool.

ibu cooked kacang phool.(hv no idea how its spelled as.)nice. been a long time.

tiring week.

goin trng wif Pit ltr. shud b interesting.

tink i wana go do egg tarts again..

peace ppl.

hey dere. in office now. tired. took photos in the freezer, chiller, flour room n store room wif andrew the store guy. man, the freezer was freezing! duh.. haha..

goin to return jerseys ltr. gombak n sengkang.. haha...

bought matching t-shirts for shidah n OJ. bright pink. $5 each at metro. bought underwear for me.. great singapore sale.

gtg. peace.

hey dere. in office rite now. cool huh. my own desk.. hah! kidding. yeah rite. its my senior's. im supposed to do a report abt a complaim received. crap.

anw, im attached to Polar Puffs n Cakes. heard of it? ofcos.. interesting..

oh, hvnt been updating cos comp at home blew up. literally, thnx to dearest sis. oh! she's in band camp now. she plays the trombone.

lotsa things happen. im lazy to think.

peace ppl.

hi. in pc lab!! hah! miz dis place. crap. we r gonna do Food Safety online. for the next 3 months. food Safety n SIP at the same time.. gotta go eat now.

peace

mrng ppl!! hey dere. in terminal 1 transit of changi airport. was transferred here, cos of shortage of staff. wrked alone at the kiosk. first time. in an hour, only 3 customers. cool huh? hah! goin bck to my outlet at terminal 2 now. abg miz me alrdi.. haha!!

hey. hi. went to sentosa. had a nice time.

im pissed. my head hurts. no mood to blog.

wrkin AM shift tmr.

slpin soon.

peace.

hi! im eating deng2 now! ayah got dem bck frm wrk. oh! ayah's wrking in Giant again. yippee! more food! hee hee..

supposed to come at 7. but reached wrk at 0745hrs. gues i was so tired i cud not hear the alarm wic was practically beside my ear. woke up wen i saw lightning in my room. no joke! n a LOUD thunder was heard aftr tt.whoa! 858 was packed like a can of sardines. literally! a man behind me was almost hugging me! anw, wrked wif razak, mandy, beng leng n farid. beng leng brought her sister's daughter. (her niece lah!)quite relaxed i shud say. chatted wif razak. told him tt last week mayb my last week dere. den he said i shud stay. interesting. haha.
oh check dis out.

fateha(Midnite staff): eh, ur voice always 'act cute' or is it rili tt cute?
me: hah?! wat a qns? y wud i wana act cute?!
fateha: juz askin..

man, tt was sucha insult.. thnx ah girl! hah!

headed to bishan park. damn sleepy. slept frm changi to tanah merah. aftr changin trains at ct hall, i saw this girl who looks like my cousin who stays at bkt batok. but den i was rili slpy so i juz shook it off n slpt while standing.
reached. changed. the park was packed. dere was a dog something competition nearby..
juggled. one touch. n long balls.. i muz say tt my balls r getting higher n further. juz hope i can hv confidence during games. reached home at 2030hrs! thats a bloody record! whoa, wen was the last time i reached home tt early?! hah!

goin to sentosa tmr. got free entrance tix frm coach m. kampung chai chee ccfamily day! hah! gonna hang out at the beach.. gona get dark! woopee!

well, thats it for now.. waiting for my hp to beep... man, technology.. it hurts u sumtimes.. talk abt tt some other time..

peace.

hey dere. got home at 11 plus. ended shift at 10. wrkin at 7. 6 hours more. gues wat i had for brk? chicken rice wif smoked salmon and salted anchovies. interesting rite. nothing much happened at werk. altho dere was this cute caucasian guy. real cute, except tt he's married wif 2 kids. his daughter was so very cute. she wanted to buy a honeysticks. her mommy gave her 40cts for 1. but she took 2.

me: hey dere lil girl, u gotta pay for tt
lil girl: yeah ok. (hands me her 40cts n took 2)
me: u can only take one
lil girl: but my little brother wants it too

man.. somehow i feel so touched..

i hate the feeling of missing someone. its worse wen u miss more than one person.

finally, i downloaded ringtones for my hp. cool.

im listening to michael buble. i dun noe y. but i juz love his voice. n btw, he's not cute. hah!

bumped into terence last nite at mac. still d same dude.
chatted wif ann in d mrng. wen was the last time we got in touch?

tts it for now. peace.

which one do u prefer? the stars or the moon? i asked around n it seems that no one shared the same views that i have. i prefer the moon. it never dissappoints me. the thril of staring at it at the end of each month is juz so great. somehow it feels so... nice. the clouds around it adds a magnificent effect to the whole scenery.

dissappointments. hate it wen im feeling that way. cuts thru the heart. i thank god for the moon.

my mind hurts cos my heart's not cooperating with it.. or shud it b the other way round?

its past midnite, C's doin ot til 3 again. 8am to 3am.. how many hours is tt? hhmmm... 19hours... pls, is dere anyone out dere who works the same way C does? pls tell tt wat im tinking is wrong.. i dun wan to b the fool...

hey! finally, im blogging at home. whoa. cool aint it?! happy like toad. haha.

anw, woke up late. first time in the week. not werkin today. plans all crushed. C had to go to werk at 8. man, wat crap..

nothing much happened. picked up my bro. went out to northpoint area. drenched myself in sweat. changed shida's skin. (check out her blog.)

new links added. check it out yah. munah's n my bro's.

tts it for now. goin to trng soon.

peace ppl.

hey. at runni's. had a frenly against bishan arsenal. was frm werk. was tired. very. had no mood. sucked. sucked. again, i tink i sucked. i played like wat? 15 mins? crap.. tmr no werk. changed shift wif carissa. so, wil be werkin wif razak. d new replacement manager from east coast who knows suria n bernard. wat a small small world..

long time nvr C. tmr goin over. im in a dillemma. runni baby noes. but den again, she doesnt know exactly.. argh.. il juz go wif the flow.. yeah..

runni's goin to camp. i didnt wanna go bck early, yeah n so here i m. ate at mac at queensway. cool place. n cold too. hah!

oh. at werk juz now, fazli the clumsy one bumped into razak, den razak spilled mocha ice blended onto me.. i was squattin cos i was keeping the glasses. man.. last time was hot tea, now its ice cold drink.. wat luck.. thank god im leaving tt place soon.. hah!

alrite.. peace ppl.