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it was 2 years ago, we set our eyes on each other. it wasnt love at first sight. it cudnt have been. but, something was brewing, that, i was sure of. i was hurt, he was there. we became close. i dint know what was happening. i didnt know if wat i was feeling was even true. i felt the warmth. i felt loved. he confessed. i was half expecting it. was pleasantly surprised. and, i was returning the love unconciously. i tried denying it. but it showed. i was falling. falling deeper. he was attached. he didnt care. i didnt care. i missed him all the time. without him, it was torture. counting the seconds til we meet again. longing for his touch. longing. everything seemed perfect. our happiness was short lived. our differences took the better of us and jealousy was looming. we were drifting apart. slowly and painfully. another character appears. hatred. confusion. miscommunication and misunderstandings. i was sad, helpless. i missed him bad, i still do. he was angry, selfish. i try to bring myself to hate him, like he told me to. but no, i dun tink i ever could do that. it was not his fault. then again, we shouldnt have even met. fate.
i still miss him.i still want him. i still need him. he hates me.

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