i was pissed last nite. i cant help it, but im always so suspicious. cant blame it, rite? aftr watever has happened.. dammit! i hate dis. i dun wanna feel this way. i dun wan C to be scared. scared of someone else. scared of tt f**king idiot. but C seems scared. im scared. not scared of tt idiot. but the truth. dun tink i cant stomach d truth. watever it is. ive nvr hated someone so much. do i talk abt it? do i? i always hv alot of unaswered qns. dammit.
wen ur sleepy, ur sleepy. u cant fake it. unlike feelings.
i woke up at 8+ juz now. had no idea y i was so tired. i juz cudnt wake up. woke up, wanted to pee. but OJ was in the loo. den watched man c vs spurs. with full bladder, cudnt concentrate. haha. anyways, showered. packed my stuff. had breakfast. 4 slices of toasted wholemeal bread with mozarella cheese. filling. left for sch. bus was late. attempted to study CaT.
reached sch. did quiz. sucked.
went canteen. attempted FI tut. sucked.
ltr meetin C i gues. gotta research on f**kin HACCP trng.
peace.
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