I don't want to be critical of other people's behaviours and actions because if i do, things will come right back at me. or even, to the people close to me.

life is a total vicious cycle. be wary. watch out.

you've been warned.



// i told you, i hate you sometimes

i am done reading the 4th book of the twilight series. things turned out fine in the end. im gona miss d characters.

anw, i got some reading quotes to share. tink its rili cool.

"Alot of people ask me if I were shipwrecked, and could only have one booko, what would it be? I always say 'How To Build A BOat'. " - Stephen Wright

"A good book is the best of friends, the same today and forever." - Martin Farauhar Tupper

"To acquire the habit of reading is to construct for yourself a refuge from almost all of your miseries of life." - W.Somerset Maugham

"You cannot open a book without learning something." - Confucius

"A room without books is like a body without a soul." - Cicero

"Books are not made for furniture, but there is nothing else that so beautifully furnishes a house." - Henry Ward Beecher

"The more that you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go." - Dr. Seuss

"We read to know we are not alone." - C.S. Lewis


// easy now

i am wearing a knee brace. az lent hers to me. its really cool cos i wun accidentally injure myself. cos i keep doing that, i keep over bending my knee and il jerk in pain. somehow.
and i totally look like stone cold steve austin. well sort of.



i experienced motion sickness for 2 straight days. i was reading breaking dawn in the bus. i seriously feel for jacob more than edward.

well, im contemplating of waking up for the chelsea and barca game ltr on. well, probably not. i guess i wun b going to d east side for my mrng trng.
not just yet.

i didnt actually want to blog. i just fel tt i had to. i duno y. tt explains dis very uninteresting post.

gona go for a knee massage tmr. wish me luck.
oh yeah! n driving too!!
and! new hp by end of dis week!!!


// you make me

im home since an hour ago. no one's home cos they went to sembawang shoppping centre.
i am so hungry i could eat a horse. ok not. probably a great white shark.
i prefer white meat. great whites should have white meat right?
tuna is red meat salmon is orange meat.
oh no.
anyhooo, u get me dun u. i am hungry.

and i am exhausted. sooooo thnkful tt deres no more matches, il probably just injure myself if i have a match aftr work.
golf course sessions were a killer jus now cos of d cloudless sky and d scorching sun.
i shall go offline now and continue reading the last book. gosh, what's d title again?
jacob and seth warned the cullens tt d others r coming to attack.

ok bye. lambat.
(me n cj were reminiscing about a certain girl who once trained at kembangan. dammit i miss her... )

// rose scented tissues

on her 14th bday. her sister popped her knee.

this was last saturday. i thought ayah had a blast wheeling me around d airport. hah. n aqilah totally loved that balloon hat val did for her.

my knee is still jammed. im hoping that it will unjam itself by saturday. i got a whole day of walkin to do!

// mad

i am suddenly feeling very afraid of what's going to happen at 4pm.

wish me luck ok.

i wasted money goin to d poly today. yeah d xray showed nothing wrong with my bones. cos dere is nothing wrong with the bones!
its the thing in between d bones. d meniscus or sumtin! tts y it stil hurts when i walk and especially when i wana wear my pants or do anytin tt requires my knees to flex.
d doc offered me mc for tmr. but i declined.

anw, once i got d dough, il call AH sports clinic. it seriously is getting annoying to be in pain all d time. in a space of 2 months, ive started a collection on painkillers.

il slp now.


// -_-
i feel so bad for Sue at work. =(

i popped my knee yesterday. i cud walk like immediately aftr tt.
at nite we went to the changi airport cos it was oj's bday. it got bad aftr awhile.we borrowed a wheel chair. n i was wheeled ard. everyone looked at me weird cos dey were tryin to figure out wats wrong.

anw wen i woke up. i cant bend my knee. or straighten it. searched on d net. it seems like i hv a torn meniscus.

gosh. i hope its not tt serious.

i need to get ready to drag myself to a clinic near d interchange.

wish me luck pls.


// not good

a nite ago. i was watching the man utd vs porto match. i missed ronaldo's goal. so i was just 'looking' at the match. i observed that rooney has an engine of a race car for his lungs. and every time there was a man utd corner, he wud lean at the far post. his hairline is receding terribly for a 23 yr old. and he looks like a bleaced shrek. n ronaldo is definitely hated, worldwide.
i also observed that the referee was very good looking. and during the 2nd half, it rained. it made the ref looked real hot.

tmr is oj's bday and d family is planning to watch me play at jln besar. i hope tt changes nothing to my play. hah.

i cant wait for next thursday!! finally i can drive again. ok. gd nite. i shall continue reading eclipse now.


// fungus

oooh. kalou just got subbed by anelka and he didnt give a high-5. tts not nice...
anw! liverpool is up by 2 goals to nil and we hv not even passed the half hour mark. their first goal was totally sweet. cech was caught off guard and aurelio drove the ball home to his left during the free kick. alonso took the spot kick when he was fouled by ivanovic in the box. bad behaviour in the box during a corner was not tolerated at all by the eagle eyed referee and linesman. the chelsea defender was practically hugging the reds no 14 from behind. good call ref!

oh gosh. that's almost another goal. come on ah cech. i thot ur better than this.

i rmbd when liverpool came bck frm d dead some finals ago. they always performed better on the champions league stage. just like before, they looked totally hungry for a win. but as they say, the ball is round. let's wait and see what happens in the next half. (this is not the fas womens' challenge cup where scorelines can be quite predictable. ie. police fc vs sp -_- [i wanted to mention a game from our group not, lets not jinx it shall we. haha.])

and! i found out y dey r wearing those black arm bands. in remembrace of a tragedy tt happened exactly 20yrs ago. it was an FA cup final and there was some sort of stampede and 96 liverpool fans died. some of them were as young as 14yrs old. it was one of british football's worst disaster ever.

gosh. chelsea scores. reina was. whoa. i duno. tt was fast. he could hv. ok. it says reina scored an own goal.
anelka intended to give a real low cross near the byline to drogba but somehow, it missed the chelsea no 11 and went straight to reina. he cud easily scooped the ball but he somehow 'tapped' it into his own net. strange but all true.

this is wat happens when we watch a high profile match alone. we blog. tts y we love the internet dun we.

omg. chelsea equalised. free kick by alex. swerving just above the red wall into the net. looks like chelsea's gona qualify aftr all. unless.....

OK! i shall stop giving commentries. i wana lie down. this is gettin too exciting for me at 4am in the mrng.

edit: the youngest fatality in the hillsborough (tts d name of d stadium, sheffield wednesday's home ground at that time) tragedy was a 10 yr old boy, who was steven g's cousin. (source: the hindustan times. seriously.)

ok. lampard scored chelsea's third goal. i shall hit the publish post button NOW.

re-edit: i had to come bck. final score 4 all. chelsea wins 7-5 by aggregate. mkes me wonder wat hiddink said to dem during d break.

// football fan

beware of the PICNAMI! (geddit? yes? no?)

those are the pix tt u guys have been waiting for. the third molar. the wise one. HAH.
check out the intertwined roots.

below are pix from my new w595, which! i will be giving to my mum in a few days.
tt means! il be having a newer hp!!

1st shot for the w595. ibu at the hp shop.

tt was how bad the swell was. ok, seriously, tu dah mandi ok.

i happened to pass by the istana at the right time. they were having the exchanging of duty thingy.


like i mentioned, the three of us had hei sushi last friday!

caleb and me!!

across that body of water is, jb, malaysia. 7pm on a monday.




the kacangs for the kacang pool. and the beginning of the long and eventful thursday!

in sue's car waiting for suzi!

dinner time at the usual place. nik and hus.

me and the very tall and very young, mim.


oj wearing the pacifier. elfa gave that to everyone who came to the baby shower!

jinde and josiah (caleb's elder bro!) at jcc!

oj was helping ibu to cook just now. tts her and a tupperware of frozen rice (for nasi goreng next time!).

hope u enjoyed these visuals. its not everyday i feel like this.

// yeaay

finally we got a point. we drew with nyp. one all.
i am so tired. exhausted. i was crap in 2nd half. i lost count on how many times i was beaten down the side. stupid.

ive got a pentagon on the inside of my thigh. its the marking of the ball. the ball was kicked so hard, it was just instinct to lift my leg like that.

anw, looking at my thigh now. it reminds me of OBC in sch, years ago.
Organic BioChemistry. i rmb i had to draw carbonyl functional groups. (i cant believe i actually rmb the term!)


ok those are hexagons.. but yeah. u get me dun u?

thnx to kak yam, zwan and runn for coming! =)

i wana eat my Osteocare, wash up, ice up thigh and back and then fall aslp.



// do not

i had a very long day yesterday. i only had 1 boy for each class. and i just had cup noodles at caltex for lunch. after shift ended, i rushed to get back. took a nap in the bus otw to orchard. before hopping onto the train home. ran all the way back under the rain.

got ready for my long awaited interview. was trying on the bro's jacket but decided, although his looked really good, mine definitely fit better. wore my mum's heels and headed to AI with an umbrella. when i reached the waiting room, there were 2 other people. apparently there was a delay and i had to wait for around 45mins till it was my turn. i ran through some questions that Ayi gave me in my head over and over. and at the same time, i was trying NOT to think about them so i would be less nervous. finally the lady came in to call me out.

ofcourse i was nervous and i stammered some of my ans. but on the whole, i think i did quite good. and i had a positive feeling at the end of it. they asked me about the subjects that i would like to teach. n Ayi said! this was a good sign. =)

well i will not let my hopes high till i get an ans frm dem. which hopefully, by at least end of this month.

anyway! with me struggling in the heels i rushed bck hme. while changing to my reporting attire, i told my ibu/shid/nyai or whoever was listening that i had a good interview. grabbed my bag and made my way to nyp!

since i have no yellow socks, i had to wear cj's white lotto footless socks with eirwan's socks. hah. warmed up and we started the game. we lost 3-1 to nyp. there were many times that i was frustrated with some of them. i am not sorry for wat i did during half time. the lack of respect is getting out of hand. once the challenge cup ends, these ppl need to be told off. they either have to learn and change or, probably, leave.

the last goal was my mistake. i shall learn from that and hopefully never to do that again. its like wat i said in my last post, a 'school girl mistake'.

well, showered real quick. waited for the rest and headed back to yishun for a late dinner. we'r a happy team. but there's just these bad eggs who never learn.

i wanted to sleep immediately when i got home. but once i was on msn, i wasnt that sleepy tellin Ayi about my interview. haha! i cant help about being so excited!

ok. i need to bathe since 2hrs ago. i need to go get more cans of beans for tmr's bash. we girls are gona have a baby shower for Claire and Suzi. my mum will prepare kacang pool for them. =)


have a good wednesday people.


// silver

did u guys c that diving header by tevez? it was very... innovative. ive never seen anyone trying to block a shot by heading down like that. im sure that it will be
shown in youtube in a few days. haha.

i am watching the man utd match right now. aston villa was having 70% possesion in the first ten minutes, i was getting worried. but, soon after, the avfc defence did a very grave mistake. a backpass!

man utd got an indirect free kick in the box. ofocourse, a world class team like them would convert it. and ronaldo scored. think it was superb. most indirect free kicks ive witnessed wud nvr b converted, d kicker wud jus ram the ball into d wall.

the game picked up once man utd got that first important goal. their touches were just WOW.

17mins later. neville did a schoolgirl error. hah. he marked carew by standing infront of the striker. a cross came, and the one-head-taller-than-neville striker headed the ball home.

the game ended level in half time. this is totally nail biting. my heart has been pounding ever since the 13th min.

===
BULLETS

- played my first game last nite
- bought undergarments for cheap
- looking forward to tuesday
- swelling in jaw has subsided but still visible
- has been lunching alone for 2 days
(HAHA. the linesman slipped. so cute!nik, have u slipped before?)
- right side of my head is very sensitive. it hurts for that split second at the slightest of movement.
- aston villa just scored their second goal
- the korean invasion has unfortunately reached to nyai
- met eric park after a long time. he's taller now and much confident in his English
- had sushi with ayi and zal on friday at sembwang shopping centre =)
- m not sleepy but has to sleep


pleasant dreams lovelies.



// nothing is ever easy

i am very very very very very frustrated right now. there is 2 strings sticking out of my gums. at the back of my mouth. (its tough to imagine, so yeah. stop.)it is very irritating. i have been trying to chew it off but apparently the strings are really tough. so it is still hanging there!!!!

and! my right jaw is still swollen! last nite, ayi said i look like i have a takoyaki inside my cheek.
2 nights ago, shidah lam, thot i had sweets in my mouth during the whole of trng!

i look half chubby. HAH!

everytime i cough, my right jaw and right side of my head hurts.
everytime i sneeze, my right jaw, right side of my head and my back hurts!

can this misery end soooooon!?!?


anw! wish us luck for this evening!!!


// 2 tablets

i got the last one out. my wisdom tooth that is. and it hurts this time round. im not sure why.
my tooth is in a cup of water in the bathrooom. i hvnt wash it and take a pic of it.
it had 2 roots and the roots are INTERTWINED.
i got home with the right side of my face swollen. i went to bed at 10.20pm.
i didnt sleep well. my back still hurts a little, my ankle felt funny and i cant slp on the right side.
and i had a nightmare. i still rmb all d details.
i don't think its a sign, i guess its jus an accumulation of wat have been goin thru my head lately.
i woke up at 8. on my off day.
and my jaw is still swollen.

nothing is going right.

oh yeah, i got a pink phone. yes. me. have a pink phone. its so not me.
ive already bought a black plastic cover. hah.
but its the phone i wanted. come to think of it, i cant think of it reason now, y i like it.
oh, whatever.




i need to eat my pills now. i got pink painkillers this time round.
-_-


// you see me