abg bani says i must not think about my knee when i want to play. i will do that next week.

today's plan is to hang out and catch up with abang. back to jelita to white wash the walls. meeting the babes at night for shida lam's surprise party.

just how do i fit, 'filling up balloon with helium' into that schedule?



oh by the way, im sure everyone knows that Man Utd is NOT the weiner (winner) of the champions league. for once, i am in the same boat as Nurul Shamim. CR was being totally crappy. he played like he was trying too hard. Messi looked so much at ease playing, scoring and winning.
well, there's always the next season. and i hope the club will buy Tevez. i like him.



// three keys

i finally got to watch AI finals. thnks to starhub's hubstation ofcos.
i was literally smiling to myself the whole time danny gokey was singing with lionel richie.
and then i was inspired.


What do all these men have in common?

danny gokey

kris allen

ryan seacrest

patrick dempsey

hugh jackman

brad pitt

edit: robert downey jr

here's a clue and some quotes:
- “I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrows.”
Janette Barber quotes
- “Why is the King of Hearts the only one that hasn't a moustache?”
James Branch Cabell quotes
- “You cannot grow a beard in a moment of passion.”
G. K. Chesterton quotes
- “Facial hair, all that junk, it's fine. That don't bother me - I'm ugly anyway.”
Cliff Floyd quotes



// you don't like changes

now i know that coffee and mango do not mix.


// the greatness in you and me

they did their runs while i did my strengtening exercises. putri came and it was her first time to the beach. she was in total awe. her mouth was hanging half the time. the sight and sounds must have been overwhelming. its nice to noe tt im part of her first ever beach experience.

after they were done with their runs and drills, i joined them in the water. we just attempted to float and skip stones. ashiek and shida were really good at it. syim was having fever but in the water, she was fine as ever. but ofcos, dinner time, her fever caught up.

anyway im quite beat cos of the golf course sessions i had in the day. i have been doing those strengtening exercises since last thurs, so my hips and groin's a lil sore. my soles feel dry, cos of walking in the sand. and! my right arm is strained. cos i was carrying putri around til she slept on my chest.

i just realised that il be working 6 days straight eversince yesterday til my nxt half day off. tt was a lil slow wasnt it. gosh.



// u don't look like a gangster

i deleted eveything that i typed because it was pointless. you dont read this.



golf course in the morning. beach in the evening.


// soft porn

oh my word.

did the people of the united states of america just voted for kris allen to be their eigth american idol??

it was like steve tyler versus jason mraz. both lambert and allen were good in their own rights. i only liked lambert's first performance. it was totally haunting. reminds me of a meatloaf song. i liked all of allen's performances. but d thing is, i always pity the underdog. haha.

sue told me before, im not supposed to support kris allen. because he reminds her of imran.
hahaha. his last performance was very chris martin-ish. which i totally dig.

ANYWAY, i have driving tmr. n i need to go SMU tmr. n den dey say dey wanted to watch soccer at jln besar tmr nite.

OH. i watched ramen girl just now. like how simon cowell would have said, 'it was for me, a forgettable performance.'
it wasnt bad, but it wasnt good as well.


// raaaamen

like what syimah said, i looked very stunned when coach bashir mentioned my name. its just too bad that im nursing an injury. if not, il b kicking ard against the supposedly best ladies team in sinapore on sunday.

looks like i was doing something right those past months despite my back injury.. which.. led to my current knee injury.

this is a definite boost to my morale. cos i was actually tinking of laying off from the sport for the whole year.

definitely need to get my knee scanned, so as to determine wats causing that 'loose' feeling.

gd nite loves.


// $5.90

things are turning out to be quite strange. not just job wise, but.. yeah, some unexpected things have cropped up.

well, on a lighter note, Jin De apparently finds me pretty and young looking. i found what the mother told me, a little strange.

enjoyed the sea breeze so much til i almost fell asleep. while you were 15m away from me, dealing wif your business. if only there was no creepy crawlies, n we were not scratching ourselves every 5 seconds, i would have wanted us to stay there til d sun rise.

its my crazy tuesday in a couple of hrs. wish me luck.


LUCK!!


// she heard

crabs, manjalara, F4 and a crazy family makes a lethal combination. its almost like an anti-depressant. only much stronger. it makes you not want to stop doing whatever you're doing, despite the strange pain at the side of your head. and when you finally stop, you'll be so tired, you fall asleep the instant your head hits the pillow.

the new place is really cool. i never knew this ulu places filled with obese cicaks still existed. the place reeks of horses, ponies and their excrement, all fresh and tangy. there's this place, im not sure if its where they teach kids to do art, or its a pet store or a cafe, it has rabbits wandering around. one particular fur ball, actually smelled sue's fear, and stood on its 2 hind legs, sniffing her. gosh, we were freaked alrite.

anyway, i will be there only for another month or so. i cant quite figure how things will be like in the next couple of weeks. but for sure, time will sprint by.

i will adapt to the change. and you, yes you who don't read this, you have to adapt too. i will definitely miss EVERYTHING and EVERYONE about this place i m at now. but, as we all know, change is inevitable. finally.

despite some unfinished business, i shall sleep happy tonight cos i know, everything will always turn out well.

to the person not reading this, i miss you millions ,despite your unreasonable demands, sometimes. when i see you in 18hrs, im going to hurt myself squeezing the daylights out of you.



// low crimson tide

its like ive been thru so much, i guess, ive learnt tt i need to stop trying.
stop and let nature take it course.
the things i want wil den come, slowly but surely.

but first, i need you. to STOP. it is very very annoying.
STOP
im so tired of trying, im not going to anymore.
but dis does not mean im giving up.

gosh, is dis even worth it?


// stop at the stopline when you see the stop sign

uno cards

cik wok's ford truck

shid, me n ari

ari, kak ain n ayah with d breadfruit tree

a dead mosquito on ayah's back. (tts a mole.)

oj with a bunga melur.

buah pulasan.

ari attempting to dive into d rubbish dump

me n oj on d swing

jb flies, mating

yeah, hearts!

trekking bck

wak mah gave oj pigtails

sungai telor, kulai, jb

ibu was buying a wallet at carlo rino at city square

waiting for 950

last wkend's selected pictures. enjoy.


// gokey's out

i got home at 6 plus just now. it was great to spend time with everyone for 1 day and 1 night at JB. despite the heat and humidity. d kenduri went smooth, ppl came and d food was great.

took lotsa pix wif d new plasticky looking phone.

n i saw a shooting star with ari at almost 2 am last nite. i was too shocked, i didnt mke a wish.

nitey!


// toner

like Carolina mentioned, tuesday is my crazy day. i had my crazy classes yesterday. n yesterday i got a new phone. but! somehow i inserted my memory card into the sim card slot. n it got stuck in dere.

but today is a gd day. got news tt man utd won arsenal by 3-1. i went out super early. i had starbucks breakfast. frittatas with eggs, cheese, tomatoes and spinach with hot mint tea. got to trng and met the wednesday ppl. i didnt realise i missed wednesday trng til i was actually dere. i even missed ohc. hehe. (oh btw, il need to hv a phone conversation with her tmr). i was d umpire for d match d girls had. it was fun looking at them but, yeah i didnt miss d actual golf part. i didnt hv tt urge to even pick up a club to hit tt darn ball. hah.
so anw, aftr a winner was decided, we went to century square. had brunch at qiji and den i made my way to d nokia service centre. booked in my phone (tts d term d nokia ppl used) and den made my way bck. met d parents at d nearby blk cos dey were sitting down taking the wind (amek angin!!! AHAHAHA!). got home, read d champs league match report while checkin my mail. and guess wat??

i got that long awaited mail!!!! im IN! first persons i told was mim n shid cos dey were online den. im so happy tt i got in. d only problem is now, tellin d boss. n serving my last 2 months.

n den i went to watch hugh jackman on d big screen. gosh. i was totally swooned. haha.

made my day. now i need to record idol encore and my wednesday, the 6th of may is done.

sleep tight darlings.


// the tenth project

I AM GOING TO DO IT!!