we didnt win last night. 3-0.

cj didnt come. az didnt play.

it was d first time i had cramps on both my calves.

i showed dem i was fine. tink its jus barney, like wat he always say,

" lets play pretend!"

on a lighter note, il get to eat lemang for raya. ida ordered it frm jb n im buyin it frm her.

cant wait for dis year to end. ok buy. hah. bye.

// madu

i went eyebrow threading for d first time yesterday. it was quite unplanned. i suddenly thought abt it wen i woke up. asked wat time dey opened n i went. oh, n guess who accompanied me? =)

it is a lil thin. so everytime i passed by d mirror il b shocked for a few secs. hah.

so sunday, it will the third game for d SAS A team, dis wk. i hope the girls wil capitalise on that. get an early win and help consolidate defence. im not sure which one of d coaches will be there on the sidelines to guide us.

i want cj to b dere.

thnx nik for tellin me stuff. il mass sms d girls soon.

gtg get ready for wrk now.


//

my horoscope's been looking good for the past few days. well, at least, tts wat I think.

yeah i noe we shudnt trust too much on this kinda things, but, sometimes these harmless words of encouragement brings you through the days.

the heart is doing alot of overtime these past few weeks. wen i hv time n cash, i seriously need to consider going to that check up for an ECG jus to mke sure.

better be safe than sorry.

we need a win. we need a win. we need a win. we need a win. we need a win. we need a win.
we will win. we will win. we will win. we will win. we will win. we will win. we will win. we will win.

whoa. tt was a great work out for my fingers.

we will win on sunday. (cm smlm ckp, setiap percakapan tu adalah doa..)
we will win on sunday. we will win on sunday. we will win on sunday. we will win on sunday.

i am not afraid of the huge SAS field. i am not afraid of the huge SAS field.

we will win on sunday. we will win on sunday. we will win on sunday. we will win on sunday.

im waiting for 10am so that i can see my dearest McDreamy on star world.

gosh.


// all fall down

i am feeling funny. not haha funny. but weird funny.

geddit?

last nite, i got shid an advanced bday cake. a bday brownie frm mrs fields to be exact.
i felt sick after eating it.
the sweetness was crazy. ayah said dun buy it ever again bcos its so sweet. i said, yeah i wun, dun wori abt it.
i dun understand how shid, sofi, oj n ibu cud finish their share.

anw. i dun tink i can mke it to jerie's farewell dinner on thursday. i definitely cant skip trng cos of sunday's crucial match. its D match. its do or die time. i hope d rest r feeling d same way i do abt d match!!

ok go. my brain pain.


// hugsandkisses

we didnt win last nite's match. final score was 1-1.

the match was delayed cos dere were problems with the floodlights. we only started playin at 8pm. we played like shit during the first half. az said cos we were cooled dwn b4 we kicked off. i tink we were jus crap. the goal came during the dying minutes of the 1st half. i thot it was an offside, i was soooo wrong. n i didnt chase back. shah cudnt do much i gues.

i was so mad, i made my left back cry. ish.

anw half time, cj didnt exactly gave us the hair dryer method or anytin. he jus scolded me and some other a lil abt wat we shud do on d 2nd half. he called us pussycats. i cudnt help but tink of singfest at tt point of time!! gosh.

dere were many many moments tt dey breached our defence, but we somehow overcame them. left back was superb in d 2nd half. shah was grrreat despite her torn meniscus. her knee looks so scary ok.

so nani scored. n we consolidated defence, while the ppl infront tried their darnest to get more goals. but, the woodwork on that side is probably voodoo-ed. hah. i tink more den 5 times? the ball hit the post.

the referee was the fiercest ever. i bet his children are so afraid of him at home. hah.

well, on a happier note, i LOVE the pitch. if only i could cut a metre square of it and transplant it to kembangan, tt wud b so great.

n! i won woman of d match award. $20 RSH voucher!! yi fei was d one who awarded it to me. cool or cool?!
n all dis while i thot yi fei is a girl.

d bro came during 2nd half. he said d match was very enjoyable. =)

its a Sunday!!!!!!!!! cant wait.


// awak!

its draining. yet nice at d same time. i was NEVER prepared for this.
i rmb i loveD you. n now ur bck. d feelings dun come rushing in, its trickling in.
u said ur for real. i feel you.

but we need time. because, u dun jus come barging back to ppl's life hoping everything will be alright.

i hv chosen but time decides.

for now, we will keep smiling to each other.

==
sidetracking:

met up wif zal n ayi last nite at mad jacks cafe. hearing the conversations, i got real stressed up. zal has d latest updates on our frens' lives. n most of dem r settling dwn. or, at least, thinking abt it.

at d age of twenty three. gosh. (is it a gd thing or not? i am not sure.)

n i only tink of my football matches every wkend. HAH.

well, let us jus go with the flow.

==
d bro's painting his ceiling..
its very echo-y, its so fun.


// flying delorean!! (RANDOM)

sporting westlake beats NUS 4 - 0.

1st time in d league i was being tailed throughout. thnx for d lesson.
i tink i m smarter now.
HAH.

im ssss-ssssooo tired. haha.

im a heartbreaker. im a heartbreaker.
im a heartbreaker. im a heartbreaker!!

my current fave song!
heartbreaker by will.i.am!


// geram

my right eye looks like im wearing dark green eye shadow.
d swelling has gone down to my eye.
it doesnt feel nice.
argh.
i tink il need to bandage my forehead on sunday.

ok. gtg run off to wrk.

tke cre ppl!

// im ss-sss-sssori

we won 7 nil yesterday. against SAS 'B'.

i only played 30mins? i had a nasty injury to my forehead. a huge bump above my right eye brow. kak yam took a pic of it, but blogger cant load.

n i planned to do threading this week. hah.

c u guys at st wilfrid this sunday. not sure if im gona start!!


// ps i love you

ive been surfing ard ebay and sgflea looking for a dress. my dearest novita will be having her banquet wedding dinner at hyatt on the 25th of october, and i wana wear a dress!

anybody who has a nice, knee length dress for loan? or any ideas where to buy for less den $40 bucks, please let me know.

preferbably nothing too flashy. just something simple.

so anw, tmr is the match at SAS, against the B team. 7.30pm.
b dere, or b square.

alritey. i need to go bck to slp now.
gd mrng ppl.


// take me for a ride on the runaway train

Sporting Westlake beats UWCSEA 4-0 last night at Jln Besar Stadium. All goals were scored in the first half. Reena scored a hat trick and Valerie!!! scored 1!!

I seriously need to step up MY game. i need to understand what cj is telling me to do, when and how. My fellow defenders are doing a great job and im beginning to worry less.

Last night, Rena became the keeper during the 1st half. Despite being terrified, she did amazingly well. I got so scared whenever the ball reaches our half during the first half. But all was well.

And guess who was the referee? None other than our Nikita. Think she did a good job. She was very fair.

A big thank you to those who came! =)

Hv a gd sunday people. Tke cre cos i cre.


// he says ilu

ATTENTION!

THERE ARE SOME AMMENDMENTS TO THE FIXTURES. PLEASE DO TAKE NOTE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT.

SWFC vs NP 5 - 0.

initially i thot reena scored 2, az scored 2 and nani scored 1. BUT, az only scored 1. the other one was an own goal.

so wen az scored, i laughed, very loudly. both times. because, she hasnt scored in the last matches. so, i laughed and shouted, Finally!!' i was so HAPPY for her.

n den, towards the last fifteen minutes, i was brought down by their no. 20. she tackled me and i landed shoulder first. but it wasnt tt bad. sham came to take me out of d pitch. otw out he asked me, 'u noe y she tackled u?' den i said, 'cos she wanted to ball la.' he replied, 'no.. cos u laughed at them wen dey scored an own goal.'

i was like, !!!!!!!. 'dey scored an own goal??'

===

so anw, my defence played superb. hus, mira n me were covering each other very well. val was stickin like glue. i hope we'l keep up our gd wrk til d end of season.

n as always, deres always so much more that we can do better.

THANK YOU to kak yam! for being dere, aLone!! =)

to all muslims: enjoy doing good during this holy month of Ramadhan. Happy Fasting. =)


// wind blowing in my face