when i signed up for this, i had no idea this was all gona b in store for me.

i gotta b strong n i will mke it thru dis. i wasnt supposed to feel alone.
but its ok. il mke it wrk. somehow.
things wil b ok. rmb wat i said?
d future is bright.

its alrdi november on sat. i can smell 2009, but i cannot mke it out.
will it b a gd one? hopefully. 1 things for sure. time will pass by so quickly.
n i m not sure if tt is a gd thing or not.

ANYWAYS!

i need to go to frigging chai chee real soon to do sumtin irritating. to stamp those certs with tt old stamp thing. argh. jus bcos i hv legs tt look muscular (dey r not, im gd at deception, well tts another story for another day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) doesnt mean i hv strong arms. argh.

hah. ok i gtg. b4 i lost track of time.

im lookin forward to play happy soccer on sunday. i want to get a win.


ni gambar random ok. ive yet to watch HSM3. bluek.


// its funny how the moods change as you go down typing this post.(funny haha/weird?)

i want to stop calling aqilah, oj. many ppl do not like it.
even aqilah herself does not like it.

i don't even rmb y i call her oj. it does not make sense at all.
i will jus call her aqilah.

ok buy.



// i do not want to think wrong

im late in updating this.

aqilah's bck hme. she can walk n stuff. i hvnt c her wound.

novita n gendut had their wedding banquet at hyatt. i felt pretty tt nite.

i watched my first mid night show at vivo. house bunny!!

i watched d movie, first time with imran, claire and mr wee.

we had our first challenge cup match against young womens'. i wasnt supposed to play but i played 90 mins. anw we scored 2 against them! they scored 6. HAH.

its deepavali, farisa's bday and sue's anniversary.

happy happy days!

// guards!

im home, after spending a night at SGH. oj's stil not in d theatre yet.
im coughing so badly. my throat hurts. i feel hot. my head's spinning.
i need that PMB jacket. =)
i tink im hungry but im too tired to eat.

====

anw i dun confront.
like what the ppl dwn under say, 'its a blardy long way from here.'


// i want hugs

sawi dan bayam kahwin.
ibu ckp, tak sedap.




my sissies. taken using my pathetic LG camera phone.

SO ANW!
oj will b goin to SGH today, tmr, d day after and 6 days after too.

// 26th October 2008

fish. figs. fun. fan. fine. fool. fast. fat. foot. frappe. fist. fart.

im just playing a game with myself. within a space of thirty seconds, come up with words that begin with the letter F.

anyway, on saturday the 11th of october, while my team mates were at sengkang i was at novena dressing novita up. it was not easy because the plan was just to hang out at her place til late, ofcourse we tricked her. we were going out for her bachelorette nite.

we reached Attica at Clarke Quay at around ten. queued up and then we went it. gosh. i felt so lost. d music was so loud and dere were many ppl (when we were abt to leave at 12plus, there were EVEN MORE ppl!)

after awhile the girls went up to d 2nd floor, d club was playing 'house' music. gosh. i swear i didnt feel well. my heart was in my throat, my head spinned and the flashes of bright lights in the dark room was blinding!
how do these ppl do it??

imran brought me back down and RnB was definitely a better choice. we hung ard somemore, took more pix n left. took NR bck to yishun.


nxt mrng, i reached wrk at 8.45am! m i gd or wat?

sunday nite, aftr wrked. we walked n walked n walked ard yishun. now i seriously feel like joining the newpaper big walk. oh. tt muz b on a sunday mrng! n gues wat? i work sundays! hah.

last nite, d family minus d bro went to compass point to hv dinner. oj wil b warded this thursday, for probably a wk. so yeah, tts d reason y ibu wanted to bring her out.

just now, i alighted at d bus stop AFTER jelita. i felt like walkin somemore. if only i didnt hv to work. il just keep on walking.

i feel like going jogging on thursday mrng. yeah. i shud.

oh! guess wat? ive transferred my hp pictures to my hard disk, and den i DELETED all pictures in my phone! tts d first thing i did wen i woke up in d mrng.

i have to stop blabbering now. this post is pointless.

// face towel

imran brought me around his office just now.
while i was still in my room.

COOL or COOL?!


the wonders of technology!!


//mAgi goreng

i need new shades, cos my life's too bright. HAH. no. not rili. i jus need shades. yeah.

i need to blog, but i duno wat to blog abt.

oh yeah. lets talk abt dis wk, starting wif last sunday. HAHA. THIS wk but LAST sunday.

ok anw, last sunday was my mum's bday n i celebrated it by goin out wif imran. HAHA. cos ibu, ayah, sofi n oj had to go to cik ali's house at jb. ANW i got her a chocolate mint cake frm prima deli!
yummy!

monday! had lunch wif sue n novita. had dinner wif sue n novita. went to d range and den played pool wif sue n novita.

tuesday. which is today. met imran aftr wrk. i drank moroccan mint latte aftr a very long time!

tmr i dun wana go east side.

thursday i wana go east side to play soccer.

friday. i want to meet imran.

saturday. i need to go somewhere ive nvr been to. i hvnt tell ibu abt it. im even scared to go but i hv to, cos its a very special nite for my bestest colleague.

sunday. i tink i need to go bck hme straight frm wrk cos deres ppl comin over for raya. but, i can always not. hah!

visuals!! enjoy. in no particular order.


the wonders of tripods and self timer!


sporting westlake emerges as 2nd placed winners.


caught by some paparazzi. HAH!


sue n novita!


tt day at liliputt!


shiddy's bday brownie.

// burnt knuckle

i want to say that beating eggs is a good form of therapy. i was attempting to bake meringues ( it didnt turn out well) n i felt better after awhile.

my hari raya is only so far, spent on d first day. it was nice. it is actually a very nice feeling to give out money to my younger cousins. i duno y. but, it is.

i didnt get to go out wif dem on d annual bus ride. ibu didnt plan to, since way earlier therefore i didnt apply leave. plus anyway i had my last league match.

twas against AMK fc. i tink d score was 6-0. i didnt start d game. probably they tink i wasnt in the perfect state of mind. HAH. anw, i was subbed in only in the 67th min.
i was left back, n den last man n lastly STRIKER! thnk u cj! n cm. =)
i crossed, but, i forgot la wat happened. damn, my memory.

hah. so we r placed 2nd, aftr SAS A. got our medals n tts d end of league season 08. so near yet so far. to being champions.

2 to 3 more wks to challenge cup. tt wil b interesting.

i told cm tt i wanted to tke a break frm soccer shit aftr challenge cup. he said its ok. so we'l c wats in store in 09.

oh! i went liliputt at big splash on 2nd day of raya! hahahahahha. i lost to my dearest-hit-anyhow-also-can-win imran. luck was definitely not on my side.

i need to slp now. i got tonnes of reports to do tmr mrng at wrk. (its only less den 5 actually. hah.)

[i wanted to upload pictures but blogger sucks, so yeah]


// tke cre cos i cre