blurry pic of us in d farrer park toilet. (mau if ur reading dis. look! its renovated!) anw. tts me n farhani. shida's eyes n nose. nani's eyebrows n titi's fingers.

ive also deleted my prev entries of pictures. duno y dey wun load. n im lazy to re-upload dem again. to those who didnt get to c, too bad!!!!!!!


k i didnt mean to be mean.

// come on!

i received a prank call in d mrng while getting ready for work. he sounded like 2 ppl i know. weird.

so anw, i left wrk early yesterday n rushed dwn to farrer park to train. it was nice. as in, i felt gd. but dere wasnt 2 sides. d one touch numbers thingy was smooth. i like.

d day b4, met mau n lul for a meal. dey told me wat happened tt lead dem to not playing for deir team anymore. haiz... girls' team. forever wif d politics. so lul skipped wrk n we played pool at lucky. mr wednesday met us aftr d meal. glad d 3 of dem had fun. lul had to go nuh, mau went home. me n mr wednesday den headed to tpy to sell my fon. aftr rounds n rounds of askin ard. we settled at a particular shop tt took my k800i for $350. topped up $138 for an n73. woooohooooooooo.

i got a new toy!

ok.

gtg. enjoy ur friday ppl. tke cre cos i cre.

// begin a journey with the end in mind

k i duno y some of those pix in my prev entry cant b seen.

yesterday went to farrer park to train. but didnt. i had my first migraine. i tink. aftr running d rounds, d left part of my head jus HURTS. i was lying in mak mira's van. but it was stuffy. guy wanted to change in dere, so i had to sit infront. sitting dwn jus made it worst. sat at d side of d road, felt like puking but cant. told mira to ask for coach's car keys. finally. it was comfortable. i napped dere. cudnt slp cos i cud hear dem having fun. its just not fair. on d only day tt i can train, i hv to hv migraine!

otw bck, cj was telling me wat dey did n how d girls n boys enjoyed his session. made me feel worst k. argh. we ate dinner. den he sent me bck. d food definitely made me feel better. popped in a paracetamol. called d bf before going to slp.

i woke up at 8. went to pee. n den fell bck to slp n woke up at 10. felt much better. its jus tt wen i cough or sneeze, my left side of d head, stil hurts a lil.

well. lets hope i can get to farrer park in time on thursday.

gonna meet mau ltr! =) n den mr wednesday!

// while you can

been out n abt wif mr wednesday these days. =)
yesterday was the Kindergolf Awards Day 2007. not as much pix as last yr. il post it ltr.

here's me. bluei! deres more to come!


gtg ready for wrk now. tmr is my first real Kindergolf Staff day. hah!

// like water that leaks from a faucet

hey.

deres been many things happening dis past wk. on tuesday's trng, d attendance was low. i gues, its d strt of sch for many of dem.. so yeah. anw, met up wif d bro, d bomb n mr wednesday at amkhub to get oj's helicopter. sooo.. it was nearly closing time and we cant find it. gave up.. and we went to kfc to hv dinner. took a bus bck n wanted to go to bottle tree park. but it was alrdi closed la!

k watever.

so i only strtd watching american idol. hah! aftr 7 is left. now, 6. ibu showed me an article on sanjaya and yea, so i watched it 2 nites ago. was on youTube too, looking for deir previous performances. i particularly liked blake lewis's somewhere only we know. its not as 'haunting' as d original version. its jus nice. (nice is too overrated for me, but wth.) ive been watching d clip on youTube on repeat. (once again, to remind all of you, youTube is d greatest invention of tw thousand and six!) well anw. sanjaya is out. n. jordin n some of d girls sounds great. but im gona jus root for blake lewis. yeah.

oh. this is a lil late. but, i only got to noe abt d virginia tech shooting only wen i was watching AI. my condolences.. to those who passed on.

u noe wat. i got so many things in my head now. but i jus cant get it thru my fingrs and onto the keyboard. its bottlenecked somewhere and i cant uncork it. argh.

i cant wait for tmr ok. its the KINDERGOLF annual party. n once again! teacher aishah's gona b one of d cute mascots. some of d other teachers duno which 1 im gon a b. hahah! cant wait for tmr. yeay yeay yeay yeay.
(now.. tts ONE happy thing for me!)

alrie. i gotta run. eat breakfast n get my butt dwn to holland. road. hah.

enjoy d last wkday. everyday is a new day. live life to the fullest. no hate, just love.

// contraception

its been some time since im here. been so bz. hmm.. lets c wat did i do.

i forgot wat i did last wednesday.

on thursday, went to al-ameen to eat aftr wrk. crazy np orientation ppl were cheering all d way til al-ameen. madness. hah! (i stil love all my np frens tho!)

friday, cik man treated us cousins to dinner at banquet at causeway. timezone aftr tt. (pix at d cousins' blog.)

saturday. went wif d bro n mr wednesday to d bomb's family chalet. at aloha changi. d 3 of us got lost. we went to costa sands resort intially. haha. its chaotic ok. so many ppl. d food was gd tho.

sunday. oh! aftr wrk.. we went to vivo!! dinner at seah im. n bumped into nik n fren, n den cm n ibu la. ahaha.. kecohness. aftr dinner, walked ard tt mega mall n finally chilled at d deck. finally, i went up dere. a lil slow. i noe. heheh. thnx to u! for bringing me dere. =]

monday! yesterday. had range trng wif pauline n elfa. min-yeong took us for trng. my full swing is getting better i shud say. but.. ofcos, deres stil so much to improve. went to d short game area to do putting and den, d workers had to maintenence. HAHA. walked to bedok corner aftr tt for lunch. had fun la wif geannie, gerry n wani. haha. kecoh man. i ordered longan drink, n d uncle gave me THIRTEEN longans! alot k. haha.

aftr wrk, mr wednesday was waiting for me at j.east n we headed bck home. well.. before we met d bro at cck. took d train bck together. 3 of us. again. haha. dey talked forever abr deir shift while i played puzzle bobble. alighted at gd ol yishun. had dinner n den walked bck. =]
got home jus in time for desperate housewives! another crazy episode. nora died!! omg. well, its gd la tt her character died like tt. she was being a total bitch. hah.

watched golf on tv. i forgot wat tournament. its d last day. i only noe ernie els.
was also watching everton vs charlton. and aftr tt, chelsea vs blackburn.
all this, while on d fon wif mr wednesday. m i a multi-tasker or wat??

so anw, watching d soccer matches was like watching an s-league match in forward motion. deir one touch play was just fluid. amazing thing i tell u.

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so today is another tuesday! ibu told me n d bro to go amk hub to get oj a helicopter cos tmr its her 12th bday. ayah called me tellin me to get her a hady mirza vcd! (wth!) n i planned to watch d semis for d B girls soccer at jbs. n i need to b at farrer park by 5pm! omg. my bck aches now.

HAIYAHHHH. how now brown cow?



// sometimes its easier when you dont think about it

yesterday evening, i went to toh guan rd to collect my hp. by d time it was my turn to collect, it was alrdi past the centre's closing time. i was guessing the csos wanted to just end their shift therefore they rushed through the process. wen i got to d counter, she passed me my phone, told me abt d repairs dey made and den made me sign d papers. dey didnt let me test my fon n den i asked, 'tts it?'. n she said yeah.

left d building and tried out d fon while trying to cross the bz rd. d fon is still d same! d buttons 2, 3, 8, 9, d joystick and d camera button r stil not functionable. omg. i was frustrated k. now im trying to call d service centre to complain. argh.

ltr in d nite, i went to those hp shops which take in spoilt hps, dey willing to pay $220 for d spoilt fon.

k i jus called d service centre. d cso sucked k. if u cant handle complaints, den dun b a cso la. dammit. haaah. she told me i hv to go bck to d service centre for dem to hv a look at it again. argh.

shud i go bck dere to repair it again? i gues deres nothing to lose, except transport fare.. or shud i sell dis spoilt, 2 mth old fon?

thnk God for desperate housewives on tv last nite. got my mind off things for awhile.


well, trng ltr. cant wait. i need to kick a freakin ball. wonder when's d nxt frenly?

oh yeah. saw linkin park's new vid yesterday. i tink it was called, what have i done? or sumtin tt sounds like tt. its rili gd. like kak yam said, 'U2 styled'. finally a vid tt my dad wun mind watching. haha.


here r some random pix. me, d bro, d sis, d bomb n d sergeant went for dinner on sunday.






// numbing effect

wrk was ok. was wif wani in d mrng. she's stil hving relationship problems. i totally understand what shes going thru. d only difference is, shes gona b 27 n she better do watever she has to do soon. i stil hv time. i guess.

watever k.

so met up wif d sis n bro n his frens aftr wrk. d bro brought for me my top so tt i dun hv to b wearing my uniform walkin ard bugis. picked d sis up frm gashaus den headed to tongseng for late late dinner. kecoh la everyone. bomb was dere too. kinda missed him abit. hehe.

so i lost my voice. had been coughing since thursday.. if u guys noticed ah. if u nvr noticed.. too bad ah. at least my students did. hmph. so anw, yeah i lost my voice. duno how im gona teach my classes and talk to the parents.

gona slp soon. have golf in d east side tmr. nitey nite.

// whatever.

n so. d game HAD TO be cancelled. pitch was waterlogged.

i got home early. immediately ate the freshly baked cookies. tt was s appetizer. n den i had my dinner. chilled ard, n den watched the chelsea vs spurs match. chelsea won 1-0. nice long range shot frm defender, carvalho. during d 70th min, i got itchy so i started jogging on d spot, sprinting n all. all d way til d 90th min. gr8 wrk out i gues. haha. madness. n now im tired.

what shud i do abt my mp3 plyr? it will cost me $134 to change to a new lcd. den, total cost for d mp3 plyr will be: $179 (the price i paid for it) + $134 (repair cost) = $313. its stil lesser than the original price ($358). so shud i repair it? or get a new one? a more durable one, which can withstand my rough handling..

decisions after decisions. it just doesnt end does it.

n. youTube simply makes my day la. hah. i was watching 911 videos! rmb jimmy, lee and spike? omg. im tt old huh. HAHAH.

its another long lonely sunday tmr. u guys enjoy whatever you'll be doing ok.

// stars may collide

so yan said: its either you get dumped or you dump.

d my mum said: may the best man wins. (btw, its weird wat she told me.. its like she noes wat im goin thru. no. it muz hv been purely coincidental)

n i say: help me.


tmr is a saturday. il go to wrk. get everythin over n done with. tke a cab n rush dwn to st81. play play play. i wana score wif my head. il hv fun. i hv to.

// its not as easy as that

dey call it the tower of death. or was it d torture tower? haha.. well, u can imagine..



firefighters going dwn tt 'string'!



d bro in sedia position. i tink.



ibu putting on his badge for him



me n shid lookin totally unpretty. but proud!



d reception



infront of d red rhino



minus parents plus sgt john

dere's alot more pix.. but yeah.. dese r d ones i picked. haha. k. hv a happy holiday people. tke cre cos i cre.

// mechanical pencil

its a small world after all.
its a small world after all.
its a small small world.

its a small world. n due to this. i shud do things tt ive been putting off.
things i muz do. n muz not do.
it has to begin real soooooon.

life sucks but it goes on. or rather, il jus slp it off.
yeah tts wat i do best.

btw i noticed tt d bus lane timing has changed. AM: 7.30-9.30. Pm: 5-8. if im not wrong. now how wil dis affect my coming btt?

// stop pushing me

had a long day today. went out in d afternoon to meet d lunch bf. den went to some building in toh guan rd to send my fon for repair. ALL d DATA i hv INSIDE will be LOST. great. n i jus received tt TMNT theme frm a fren.

so aftr tt walked to creative.n found out tt i hv to pay $134 to change my lcd display. was shocked ok. got out of d huge building n den made my way to imm. tts another huge building. n i went all over the place to look for daiso. daiso is too big of a shop. i didnt quite like it.

rushed dwm to cck to meet d family. took 172 n finally reached the civil defence academy. its my brother's POP. d displays were rili exciting. my bro n gaguy were a lil lame la, in d soccer skit. HAHA. den watched d video.. n my bro was in it! tt surprised my parents. at d end of d vid, dey announced tt those in d vid were d recipients for d best trainee awards.

MY BRO WAS THE BEST TRAINEE FOR ROTA 4!

so very proud of him. i was holding my tears la wen i saw him in action in d vid. den wen it was time to go forward for d parent to put d badge on for him.. i saw shid n ibu crying.. haha! den i cried too!!!!!!!! aiyohhh.. kak rin also! raihan was like calming me dwn. den we took pix all tt. d guy beside my bro.. his mum came a lil late.. so wen my mum was putting d badge for my bro, he was alone. den i tink he saw us girls crying, n i swear his eyes were tearing too.. kak rin almost wanted to wear d badge for him! hhahaha..

so it was d reception. d food was ok. den talked to my bro.. met gaguy.. n sgt john kept hanging ard wif my bro. hah! duno for wat. so anw, he showed us ard to his trng area. n its so cool la.

got news frm his encik tt he'll be posted to yishun fire stn.. i thot he was gona b at central.. well, watever it is. im so proud of my bro!!!

btw. kak rin said i looked like china lady selling vcds. cos i was carrying my bag and also his bag home... hah. pix will b uploaded once terry is bck home.


// my wife

for d first time aftr long time i was early for d shuttle bus to NSRCC.

tt was d only good thing tt happened to me yesterday. d lunch bf stil didnt want to ans my calls. my golf game was sucky. i spilled green tea all over the reception. i had to tke all 3 classes. i was keeping the sucky feeling to myself d whole day since sunday.

den he finally called. d dam burst. non-stop. it hurts ok.

everytin was ok. for awhile. i got to watch desperate housewives. tt made me smile n laugh for awhile.

den runni asked for confirmation if il b goin to jurong to swim. den i said no. den she said things tt made me cry. HAHA! d dam burst again!! hah.
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so woke up early. n went to jurong. to swim. d clouds were grey. it started raining. it reminded me of a particular september day i had 2 yrs ago. so anw. we waited for d rain to stop for an hr. aftr tt, d lifeguards gave d ok sign to go bck to d pools. i specially liked d lazy pool. best la d currents. thnx RUNN for making me come! ( k tt sounds a little bit wrong.) hahaah.. had kfc n den headed bck home.

OH BTW. my hp n my mp3 plyr r spoilt. d buttons on d k800i cant b pressed. n i dropped my mp3 plyr. i broke d lcd display. GREAT isnt it.

u noe wat. i tink its d hair.

// teeeees

yesterday grace came to meet me aftr wrk. shes supposed to tke her money frm me n tts it. but. i had to have a massage n i dragged her into it. sori grace. u shud hv been firm n say NO to me. d massage was ok. yeah.

n apparently i dun hv to use d voucher to get a discount. i can get a discount because i wrk here! hah. n now he tells me.

went to ttsh to visit nyai. sofi, gaguy and deir fren was dere. cik man n wifey. bibik as n sons. left dere aftr some time.

so my lunch bf is not picking up my calls. i duno man. he's too sensitive i gues. n im like d total opposite.

bluek. its ok. il live.

if u duno by now, im at wrk. updating dis. but dis particular mac version of IE cant view my whole blog. il only b able to c d latest entry. boring.. cant c my tag board. duno y.

// its unnatural