Leo's horoscope for today.

The Bottom Line
Let a conflict play out on its own -- you'll be glad you chose the peaceful path.

In Detail
Whoa! Put away that six-shooter, pardner! There is no need for a showdown right now ... you need to let cooler heads prevail. Your emotions are pushing you toward a fiery rebellion, but your mind understands that today is not the day to fight this battle. Let this scenario play out on its own, in its own fashion. As you watch it unfold, you will soon be grateful that you choose the peaceful path. Remember -- those who live by the sword, die by the sword.

let's hope it will b a gd tuesday evening. tts all i can do now. hope.

// have heart

hvnt been blogging because. shidah has been hogging the computer! for d past few nites.

i hv been thirsty. i get agitated easily. tink its jus PMS.

AND! dere isnt grey's anatomy jus now!! WTH. some stupid fear factor thingy!
like HELLOOOOOOO!!!!! i need my dose of dr sheppard ok!!!! argh.
i am so agitated now.

i am very pissed. but. i m fine.

received d confirmation date for my strt wrk date at jcc. earlier den expected.

i feel freakin fat alrdi. but. i cant train for dis freakin week. bcos. i didnt go trng jus now cos i was tired. n. i cant go for tmr's trng. cos of d secret party.

but den again. mayb i mite train a lil while. yeah. u noe wat.
i shud.

OH!!!! i finally got my new KINDERGOLF UNIFORM!! i wun look like a sch kid anymore!!! oh no. but. tt means, i wun get student rates at certain places. damn. hahahahahha.

i. yeah. i duno. it sucks. to. be. i duno. im feelin crappy. somehow. i duno y.
il change my skin tmr.

// seize the day

d four of us


still


oj nak eat


definitely unpretty =p


better


naiim is d one on d left.
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some of those 1st day raya pics. hahaa. twas fun meetin d cousins. dere's dis cousin. well.. 2nd cousin. (im not sure) he jus came bck frm holland. he's been dere since 4 yrs ago.. long story. but yeah. he forgot how to speak malay n now he speaks dutch, french, a lil bit of german n ofcos english.. oh yeah.. he noes bahasa indonesia.. cos in his sch, dere r lotsa indon kids. tink its rili interesting tt i hv such a relative. but... its not cool to forget how to speak malay. bluek.

so anws... its my off day. so ive been bumming ard d house d whole day. finishing my book. the long walk - stephen king (writing as richard bachman). its abt a hundred boys who goes thru the annual long walk. dey hv to walk non-stop. d winner is d last one standing. literally. if d boys slows dwn a speed of lesser den 4mph, dey'l b given warnging.. before dey will b shot dead.
ppl from d states tt d boys walk thru, actually bet on these boys, cheering dem on.. n yeah. dey dun mind when these boys' brains get splatterd infront of dem. its so sadistic. d story is abt d different boys, their conversations.. how dey cope wif walking, enduring each other's behaviour, antics.. deaths.. d desire to live. its rili weird.. but way interesting. i seriously cant guess who will turn out to b d winner.

so yeah. another work week begins tmr. hv a gd evening.

// grilled..torn.

thot i heard d fon ring. weird.

im allergic to dust. im so exhausted frm all tt sneezing. madness. i hate my room. argh.

eating cup noodles wif egg. yummy. reminds me of ban mien. hah. lame.

tmr shud b a short wrkin day. yeah. in d evening is d sup's wedding dinner. dis shud b interesting. yeay.

gd nite ppl.

oh yeah. happy deepavali.

// i slp alone.

d reason y i hvnt been updating dis blog is bcos i dun wnt mcDreamy's pic to b moved further dwn dis blog. haha.

so anw, wednesday i was at home d whole day. woohoo.. im proud of myself wenever i stay at home. seriously. well, i did nothing much.. was jus online. but yeah. cik man came to collect his chips.. he hung out n he was chatting wif me n ibu. talkin abt golf n thailand n stuff.

i was supposed to spring clean d room. but i did not. no mood. hah.

went out wif ibu n d girls to sheng siong at marsiling. broke fast ard d area too. i helped ibu choose d fish n prawns. she didnt dare touch it. all these years, ayah has buying d groceries. teruk la ibu!

thurs. went to laguna for trng. it was kinda intensive. almost 2 hrs on d chip n putt area doing chipping n putting. (DUH!) i did good for my long chips. to d driving range aftr tt. i was dead tired by den. so yeah.. my balls were crap. hahahaaa..

friday... gona hv a long day today. bluek.

tmr! public holiday! gona sleep in. yesssssah.

// i cant help feeling that way

finally blogger loads. this. is McDreamy.. patrick dempsey to b exact. d eyes. those smouldering eyes. d wavy hair. d unshaven jaw..

hey a quickie.

it was monday! antm n GA! GA! derek n meredith. oh man. d way dey look at each other. derek's eyes. smouldering. burns right thru u. d part where their eyes locked n dey noe wat dey wanted. tt was intense. doesnt matter tt ch5 cut d love scene.. dey dun hv to show it to let me noe it was intense. derek's definitely Mr McDreamy.

im goin to youTube to look for patrick dempsey's earlier shows. heheh..

damn. blogger sucks. i cant upload McDreamy's pic. argh. gona slp nw.

// this love

quite an unprodutive friday. rili did NOTHING at wrk. only had my 2pm class. d lil genius was rili quiet today, n he did very very well. probably perhaps dere was a new boy. other den tt, tts it.

went to woodlands aftr wrk. wanted to buy a new baju kurung. but none was to my liking.. n suddenly ibu rmb tt i had an old green one. so yeah. i decided not to waste money. walked n walked n all. yeah. bought dengdeng n takoyaki balls..

goin to d golf course tmr. jus me n d kids. dun tink dere'l b much of d haze.. haha. so wish me luck yah. also having some of my kids' PTM. bluek.
goin to east side wif d cuzzins. hope it'l b great fun.

tts all for now. nitey nite.

// can i come out now?

i had a long monday. reached home 10 mins past ten pm. missed a lil bit of ANTM. watched GA. one of their crazy episodes. im sure danny will die, izzie wil b out of d programme n burke's right hand will b paralysed. yeah.

im tired. n my throat hurts a lil.

oh! my sneakers got me alot of attention jus now at trng. dey were goin, 'eh! nice la ur shoes! how much ah?'.. a grp of d u19 plyrs had a bet among demselves rgd d price of my sneaks. one of dem thot twas a fake, sayin it costs ard 30bucks. hah. kecoh.

i finished reading tt malay story book. its rili sad. n its quite knowledgable. teached me stuff i nvr knew i shud do. well, somehow. d main cguy character actually died of brain cancer in d end. leaving d wife, his wife for one week.. sad.
now! its time for stephen king's the long walk. hope its interesting. oh yeah! i wana rent the secret window dvd. starring johnny depp. anyone seen tt one? i need reviews on it. ive read book tho.

dah ah.. merepek. wat the. gd nite ppl. jgn lupe bangun untuk sahur kejap lagi. =)

// i need a favour. stop that.

hey ho. m at wrk rite now. had jus 1 class today. with josiah! also had d PTM wif his mummy. he's such an intelligent lil boy.

wil b assisting d sup's nxt class. n den tts it for today.

found out tt 165 goes straight to hougang sports hall. thot i wana drop by n hv a look. but i hv some urgent matters to attend to. plus shid's baking today. i wana taste d pie straight frm d oven!!

i wana read dis malay novel. tangisan bulan madu. ive had it in my bag since last wk, but i hvnt had time to read it. it belongs to shid's fren. n she said its gd. so yeah.. lets hope i can mke it thru it. haha.

d wkend's alrdi here. woooooohooooooooooooooooooo. sat, sunday n den its monday again! i love mondays. u wana noe y. bcos i can watch ANTM n GA. n most importantly! d nxt day is tuesdayyyyyyyyyyyyy.

// i want the flux capacitor

i had these notebooks wen i was in poly. i wrote my class schedule, notes n stuff. dey also end up as being diaries. i was going thru dem jus now. i noticed my life was such a mess (still is? perhaps.. ) eversince i leave sec sch n enter poly. i read stuff tt made me laugh.. some tt made me shake my head. dere were things tt im quite ashamed of..

now, memories r flooding bck again. wondering abt certain ppl.

acquantainces. is dis wat i call dem?

watever it is, to ppl tt have crossed my path in recent yrs, wherever u guys r. hope ur doin fine. tke cre always.

not sure y im a lil emo now. tink its jus d hormones raging abt in my body now.

// wasting me away

lips of an angel - hinder

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel


// life sucks, but it still moves on

been a long time since i left home wen d sun hasnt risen yet. i was late stil. hah. so i was a tournament marshall for d super JRs final day 2. was assigned to be in between holes 5 n 6. thank God d weather was cloudy. i stil had a tan tho. n it got real hazy before d downpour.

rushed bck to d centre for d trial class n to assist kara's class. d kid signed up. yeay.

met d bro n an. walked n walked. didnt c any asics shoes tt were to my liking. was set on a praticular puma model. u noe d shoe shop at penin, d one if ur claustrophobic, u wud nvr enter. me n d bro actually dug for shoes. literally DUG. n we found 2 classic reebok models. 1 of it was a model tt we wore b4. brought bck memories for awhile. but in d end........ i decided on a high cut model. haha. twas a tough decision. managed to bargaina lil. yeah. a lil.

oh yeah! last nite d whole family had dinner at banquet at causeway pt. d decor was ok. but.. d food wasnt as nice as d other outlets. weird. n den! we took neoprint! all 6 of us.yes. even my dad. haha. he funny la.

i need a massage. seriously. im aching everywhere. i feel like i can literally crackk..

// selective memories