another one of those random pix


i had a tiring mrng at NSRCC. d party was fine. d kids were cute. i liked cheryl, tricia n marcus. went bck to jelita to assist kara in her class. d kids were doin good today.

went to clementi to shop. wanted to get dis particular thing but dere was a lil bit of a disruption. n in d end i didnt get d thing i wanted since a very long time ago. n finally! i got my hands on stephen king's the green mile. rented it at the rental bookshop at clementi mrt. finished 4 chapters of part 1 on d way bck home on d train.

reached home to smell sumtin burning. gues ibu forgot to turn off d electric burner. she was attempting to steam some kueh but dey turned out to b baked. hah. d water in d steamer was all gone n d plastic handle of one of d pot was melted n it came off. also found 2 goldfishes on d dining table. scared me wen i saw 2 orange things moving. i thot dey were oranges. i gues oj got dem, cos she went to lim chu kang farm in d mrng.

tmr having mrng classes n den will b expecting korean girls for trial. n china girls in d evening. haha. wish me luck ppl.

// I MISS YOU

random


it has been a hectic week. once again, im not quite sure wat i was occupied with.
will be at changi tmr mrng. dere'l b a bday party n im invited.
haha. rite.

its a cool nite. thank God. can u guys feel the difference?

time has been passing by very quickly. not sure whether tt's a gd or bad thing. im goin to b 21 real soon. wow. TWO ONE! tt's like officially an adult. oh woww. amazing isnt it.

il get thru it. dis. watever IT is.

// forget injuries, remember kindness - Confucius

finally ive changed the skin. been contemplating abt changing it for so long. finally one tt is nice enuf. n i didnt hv to tink abt it tt much.

so anw yeah. i hope u like it cos i like it. even if u dun like it its ok bcos i stil like it. haha. madness. im bored. no im not actually. im jus a lil restless.

i was at youtube jus now. i searched for grey's anatomy. n dere was dis clip where dr burke, dr sheppard n d director were soaping each other up in the shower room. n den dr bailey was standing at d door. n den, jus like d last episode.. (meredith, christina n lizzie were soaping each other up n den george went in. n den he woke up frm d drm.) dr bailey went in d shower room, n she fell frm her bed n woke up frm her drm.

HAHA. not sure if ch 5 will b showing it. haha. but it was damn hillarious. it wasnt sexy at all! hahah.

i caught a clip which chowed glimpses of d last episode of desperate housewives. n i even watched the iintro of GARGOYLES. u noe? tt 90's cartoon. yeah. i cant sign up to youtube. so i cant load it up here. il try again ltr tonite yah.

so ibu has been wrking. n ayah cooked sotong for lunch. yeay. long time nvr eat sotong. hah.

// dun u ever forget that


when i had longer hair. i stil hv tt crooked arm. =p

did i mention i like monday nites?
last nite shows were great.

trng wif d lil guys under d very hot sun was tiring.

wen u hv a feeling, u shud trust it rite? well, i hv a feeling.

tmr is another day. gd nite readers.

// hugs, hugs n more hugs

i actually found it funny when he did that.
seeing him rush n acting so worried n stuff, made me laugh.
great sense of humour huh.
any normal human being who is a woman, wun be happy to share.
jus shows how abnormal i am. i am not frm here anw.
i actually origin from the planet xyz. ok crap.
so anw, dun get me wrong wen i say we hv to love care n share.
i lied.
i hate sharing. i seriously do.
but, dis thing. probably its worth it, for now.
cos one day, i wun hv to share.
n im jus waiting.

// pepsi gold

been bz these past days. not sure with wat.
had d staff competition on wednesday. i jus cant perform under pressure i gues. i scored a 40, d last time i got a 32. i cud hv easily gotten 1st. =[
sucks.
apparently i hv to go jcc way earlier den expected. 12th aug i hv to b dere assisting a trial class.

other den wrk.. tts it i gues.

// can i have you all to myself?


me n pauline


waiting for u

im eating makuni. its macaroni actually, oj calls it makuni.

Cam came today! we had lunch together at pizza hut. n updated her on happenings in d centre n all. missed her la. aftr like 1 hr plus of lunch break, we chilled in d centre. she tried out full swing n chipping. n she sucked! haha.
anw! the rucinksis were in d shopping centre. cam bumped into luke!! im so happy for dem. luke missed her. n cam definitely missed him. saw lukey's sister n brother. olivia n noah!!! cuteness!! daddy wasnt ard cos daddy went to visit grandpa who was sick. =(

i had a very interesting conversation with ji-yeon yesterday.
(ji-yeon missed the hole while putting)
me: oh man!
ji-yeon: (gasped!) u cant say oh man! only swiper says oh man.
me: who's swiper?
j-y: he's a fox.
me: frog? (i swear i heard her say frog)
j-y: NO! a FOX.
me: oh ok ok. a fox. so who is dis fox?
j-y: i duno. i saw him in dora the explorer.
me: ohh!! i noe him. i saw him b4 too.
j-y: so yeah.. u cant say oh man. only swiper can say oh man.
me: ok ok. lets continue putting
(she missed the hole again!!)
j-y: OH MAN!!!
me: ji-yeon!! u cant say oh man! only swiper can say oh man.
j-y: no.. i can say oh man.
me: but i thot only swiper can say oh man.
j-y: no. only golf teachers cant say oh man. other ppl can.
me: oh. tts not fair. so wat can i say?
j-y: u can so oh girl.
me: ????????????????????????


// is this what i need?

we lost to bishan arsenal 2-0. again, we jus cracked up during the 2nd half. wat is wrong wif us? i was put as left wing n den centre mid. it was a refreshing change i shud say. but.. yeah, i jus got tired aftr tt. felt so useless. i noe i cud do better. i noe i cud. but yeah..

can only train for one freakin day nxt wk. dammit la. dis sucks.

anw, d 2pm class was fun today. i liked d yeoh girls. n taiga will rili b d next tiger woods. well, close, perhaps.

kinda got my schedule fixed for october onwards. il b goin OUT OUT OUT! out to the golf course! it will b fun. it has to b fun.

icing my foot now. not sure how i crashed into charmaine. but yeah it hurt. hah. aftr d game, she actually told me to lock my ankle nxt time. hah. thnx. hah.

btw, oj is d sweetest thing. she got for me ice, got me a hanky to wrap the ice pack n a bandage to wrap the whole thing to my foot. she's like, my personal nurse.


// disconnect the dots

nothing much happened today.

jus work n den cuddling.

so otw bck i saw douglas. he was an old fren. we smiled at each other.
n my heart skipped a beat.
haha.

i feel restless. it sucks to be feeling restless.

i jus need to swing this restlessness away. yes.
swing swing.

// not fair at all

i actually cleaned my wardrobe. i took out all of my clothes. re-fold dem n arranged them neatly bck in. wen my mum came home, i showed it to her. she went: "oh my! am i looking at the right wardrobe?!" hah. im a lil proud of myself. well, no. i am VERY proud of myself. =)

went out to kfc kallang for dinner. i had d new chicken chop. was cheated. hah. its jus chicken wif tt brown sauce n mushrooms. shud hv jus bought the salad! i wanted to eat tt salad since long ago. argh.

so yeah.

oh gosh. my bro jus came bck wif a bloody hand. he fell while cycling n deres a very very deep cut on his wrist. its so blooody. helped him to wash the cut n bandaged it up.

i gotta tuck in now. got wrk tmr. nitey..

// stuck in a rut

d mrng was wasted by tt guy. i tink i acted interested.. so yeah.

5pm class: i rili need to wrk out a plan for those kids. jiyeon on her putting, n less stories n eli on his chipping.

trng was ok. i got a bump on my head tho. tt particular mikasa ball tt i headed was as hard as a rock. i literally saw stars.

jon got me tinking. she can b like a motivational speaker or sumtin. so much better den tt mrng guy. hah. thnx ya.

// life is like an hourglass stuck to the table

njoy these pix. i was bored.

she loves soggy fries


shake it like a polaroid picture


mauuuuu


putting

ive been tired. i tink its jus wrk. tts all. seriously, i noe.. i do nothing at wrk. but, it does get tiring. for d past week, everywhere i go, ppl will ask: 'aishah! baru bangun tido eh? (aishah, u jus woke up frm slp?).' n no, i hvnt. i jus look like tt now. either a 'baru bangun tido (jus woke up)' face, or a 'belum mandi(hvnt shower)' face.

haiz. its tt bad.

need to get golf accessories for d comin staff golf competition. bluek. oh. received news tt i mite b doing part time outdoor teaching! woohoooo.. if everything's confirmed, il begin in september. n its at d west side.. itl b so cool la! sumtin new!!! meet more kids, new kids, more parents.. new facilities.. woohoooooooooo.

well yestdays game. we lost against Arion. 3nil. it was crappy. i duno wat was wrong wif me. jus cudnt get it rite. watever it was. im sori.

random shot


// it wasnt a nice feeling, to be smiling at her, seeing you beside her..

im home early. yeay. shid's out, oj's aslp. d parents r nagging/lecturing my bro now. plug my ears wif my earphones, i can go to slp.

so runn came over for awhile to say hi wen i was at wrk. she came over again wen i was done. she had concession pass for transport.. n yeah.. she was very free. accompanied me all d way to yishun n den we had macs dinner. she tried very hard to irritate me, but she has lost her skill. hahah.. good.

tmr wil b wrkin til 4. game at 7 at clementi std, against Arion. wish us luck everyone. il play my bestest!

i wana lie dwn now. gd nite ppl. pleasant nitemares.

// i cant stop thinkin of them

my off day but we had trng at NSRCC. the boss updated us on their trip to US. there'l b 2 of those trips every yr. 4 kids went wif dem n 2 of dem brought bck medals. congrats.

the boss assessed our swings before we went to d golf course. i sucked la wen she was scrutinising me. i was scooping the damn foam ball. argh. felt crappy n headed to d greens. was partnered wif wati n eileen. n i did well! i scored 32 (i got 38 last week) dis time round n my chips were great. haha..
oh n i finally used my own clubs. i gues il jus get used to it, rather den depending on the others for clubs. now i jus need a sunday bag. a sunday golf bag.

wun b goin for national trng today. my shin n groin needs a break. n im freakin tired. bluek.

here r some pics:

sup looking over the water hazard. if i rmb correctly, dis is d 3rd hole.


at d 9th hole. i was drenched in sweat. its not fun walkin wif a golf bag cos u feel like d clubs r goin to drop out anytime, but dey never.


wati n elfa resting

// a beautiful disaster

oh yeah! how cud i forget to say dis. sporting westlake beat police fc 2-0. woohoo.

7 random facts about me
1. I am confused.
2. I feel like eating alot of rice suddenly
3. I am tired of things
4. I am sick of secrets
5. I dont like my room
6. I need to return my library books cos dey'r overdued
7. I felt weird last nite

7 things that scares me
1. ppl being ngry wif me
2. death
3. the future
4. newborn animals
5. lizards
6. doing things that i noe that i shudnt b doin
7. my family being hurt

7 random music at the moment
1. when love and hate collides - def leppard
2. breathe (2am) - anna nalick
3. an easier affair - george michael
4. everything - lifehouse
5. pieces - sum 41
6. amsterdam - coldplay
7. gone - kelly clarkson

7 things i like the most
1. seeing other ppl happy
2. making ppl smile
3. seeing kids learning n paying attention
4. spending time wif my oj n shid
5. being wif ppl i love
6. eating things tt i hv been craving
7. playing soccer

7things i say the most
1. so yeah
2. thats the thing
3. slow, fast
4. bend forward, grip it tight
5. alritey
6. oh ok
7. i doubt it

7 people i wanna see do this
1. shid
2. kak rin
3. zalina
4. ayi
5. jon!
6. nik
7. adlin

// my foot on ur neck, i tink i hate you

didnt go trng in d mrng. cos i was tired. well more like lazy actually, to travel all d way to d east wif my golf shoes n all.. came in work jus b4 lunch. had lunch at our secret place, near jln jambu air n jln jambu batu.. cool kan? haha.
slacked n slacked.
d 5pm kids came! jiyeon has grown taller! n ashleigh straightened her hair! gabriel's dad was... umm.. intimidating. but yeah i had a gr8 time storytelling.
=)=)=)

was late for trng cos i missed d bus. i didnt noe wat i was staring at. d bus jus drove past d bustop wif me looking helplessly at it. so yeah, wasted like 15mins waiting for another one. wen i reached i didnt warm up, ran wif dem straight away. wrong move! shin splint!! argh. hate it. so yeah. jus endured d pain. trng was ok today. surprised myself wen i got my ball got into d net. hah. last part was ok. but yeah my team lost. n finally d coach noes my name. hah.

n i caught desperate housewives n grey's anatomy. yesssah. it so relates to dis cruel world. i shall not elaborate.

// my boyfriend has something that most of your boyfriends do not have

my brother brought back hamsters. a mummy n daddy hamster and a few of their newborn. i hvnt look at them close up bcos im scared to look at dem. yeah.

n my brother is driving me crazy.

im getting tired all over again. d journey to n fro from work seems endless. d weariness of doing nothing is exhausting. d kids r leaving. i stil hvnt meet my monday kids. d sunday girls will b away for some time. come bck soon.

monday will b d crazy day. golf trng in d mrng. d class. soccer trng in d evening. rushing home, to watch my two favourite shows. i missed dem last wk.

il go wash up n rest aftr dis. wana watch the england n portugal match.

sporting westlake vs police fc tmr at police academy. 5pm.
wish us luck for our first win of d league. thnk u.

// sick of secrets