tired. hungry.
woke up so early. sent my bro to sch. hes in trouble again.
n i will do sumtin abt it. i hv to.

im hungry. but im lazy to eat.

lastnite had a sale. yippee.. sat in d room only with fatin. so romantic, right?
with half the lights switched off somemore.. haha!
dropped by funan to meet eddie n runn! with fatin n ghaz..
haha.. for awhile only la.

congrats to shidah n her sch team on winning!
their first ever inter sch girls' soccer tourney!
make yss proud k. make me proud!
il come dwn n support on ur next match... cant wait!

oh. thank you. for topping up. u tke cre.

// amazing

hey...
i sprained it again. bluek.
haizzz. madness la. im so dumb.

got new reporting gears. yay. hur hur..

i woke up feelin so hungry.

have a gd day ppl.

// the road is long

sunday:
woke up early to go to wak mah's. cut this n that. listen to arguments.
interesting. headed to braddell for d frenly. didnt wana play cos of my ankle. but had no choice.
hah. lost. irritating.
rushed back to wak mah's. almost everyone was dere alrdi. d kenduri started while we all sat inside d room. yeah. my uncles asked me abt d frenly. d said mayb i shud retire from soccer n take up motor racing as my new sport. they said if i lost its ok. n if im at the top 20, tts gd enuf.
lame uncles i got.

today:
sofi, shidah n oj went to sch. hah. while i rot at home infront of d comp. yeah. workin ltr. i need to get sales badly. i need to b more persuasive. didnt tell ibu abt wat my leader told me. haizz. i need to buck up. duno wat else to blog. life's too mundane.
well. kind off.

// drowning in chrysanthemums

wat a great saturday.
woke up. work.
sucky day at wrk. even tho i had back to back dvd sales last nite n tonite.
yeah work sucks. got called up by my leader.
lectured me abt stuff. i have to buck up.
or else.
during wrk, received an sms not meant for me.
i always get tt.. anw,
aftr wrk. plan was to meet runn n eddie. but no!
i cudnt! cos of my dearest idiotic hopeless bro.
yeah. supposed to meet him at 7 but no!
he came at 8.30. i was so furious wen he came i jus took it n walked away.
walked n waked to lil india. n took d train home.
great saturday.

tmr. frenly. duno if i can play. my ankle's so so. stil swollen. but it doesnt hurt tt much.
so i duno. prob il play a lil while. only. or not.
i duno.

oh. n it seems i cant tag my tagboard. so,
kak yam, chip n dale's on d disney channel.
n WITCH, im doin ok.. =)

// y do they?

had a bad day again
she said i would not understand
she left a note and said im sorry i
had a bad day again

bad day - fuel

// gooooooosfraba

i got nothin to blog. everyday's the same day.
same routine. wake up, online eat.. den go work or soccer.
mundane, boring aishah.

i miss coffee bean seh. it was tiring but yeah it was really really fun.

well, ltr's gonna b slightly different la. no wrk. no soccer.
goin to my old sch. my sis gonna perform.
yess ah. excursion wif ibu n oj.
den mayb we go eat dinner at northpoint.
yippee.. hehe..

oh. my forehead's feels like paper. n d skin on my nose is finally peeling.
i look weird. my face will b colourful wen i wear blusher ltr.
dark brown, light brown n den pink.
hah.

// its unnatural

hey. hello. my left ankle's swollen. freak injury.
prained it myself wen i fell while doing the cones thingy.
d inside of my leg hurts too wen i walk. haiz..
cant train on thurs. but its ok, cos i wasnt planning to go trng anw cos i hav to go to yss!
i need to explore tt place.

anw, got bck home early lastnite. caught csi. but it was a stupid episode cos d guy died cos of a bee sting. i thot tt one of d people inside d room killed him.. hey, but den tt girl did intend to hurt him. well..
woke up jus now n watched xmen evolution n den justice league.
d bad guys had actually made a clone of logan. kinda. took his dna n den made a baby girl.
now d girl is a teenager whose all messed up with the powers within her.
so touchin wen dey met n d girl cried. i almost cried too! hah.
den justice league.. i nvr actually watched it b4. but i tink superman's ugly n batman has sucha sexy voice. ok. but it was crap la. i mean, cartoons r crap! it was world war 2 n d superheroes n heroines had to travel thru time to save d earth.

den i ate n i went online.
today wrk.. i wan go hougang n meet isk.. i wana try tt new drink. but.. duno leh..
k la.

// she looks like chocolate n smells like mint

its not a hot day. woke up n it was raining. nice.
sent shidah n her trombone to sch. very heavy.
anw,

S1A! update!

// killing without weapons. tts an idea.

hot day. woke up late. watched tv.
chip n dale rescue rangers.
old school ah.

ltr wrk. hope get sale k.

k la. c u.

// ape ckp?!

wen was d last time i reached home wen d sun was stil shining?
hah.

had a tourney at newtown sec. freakin 3rd.
close but never dere.
damn.

n u. i read ur blog. ur entries. wat u feel abt me.
or rather, wat i tink u feel abt me.
wat ur doin n wat ur writing.. dey dun tally.
i dun get it.
so yeah.
i duno.

// i like the way you move

i totally do not understand. u say another n do another.
i thot only i do tt?
y r we even seeing each other?
n i cant explain cos it dun matter?
if it dun matter.. den y? wat?

// teach me

hey. im tired. i dun feel good.

my grand aunt passed away. sad.

// ----

gd aftrnoon ppl. its another hot day. n im not loving it. haah. stil yestday's laundry hasnt dried yet. crappiness.

im online. friendster. blogging. msn-ing. with baba la. at d neighbour's house. listening to songs. n yeah. like so mundane. boring. haiz. oj's dressing up the barbies. shidah's on d phone. bro's playing pokemon. n ibu's in her room...

ibu cooked some kinda veggie soup. it looks so yummy n i cant wait to eat! hah.

ltr goin trng. hope its fun. i need f.u.n.

tts all for now.

// bebual melayu la

cudnt slp. kept waking up. didnt know wat was preventing me to slp. anw, got to slp from 7-11.. hah. rained. so it was cool. too cold. to d bones kinda cold. right arm aching. prob due to yestday's fall.

had a frenly wif queensway sec girls. won. played stoppper. titi was behind. she was gettin agitated cos she wanted to b pushed up. i was itchy to go up to n somehow was dribbling unecessarily too. sham was tellin me not to n coach was screamin. scary. 2nd half, grace was last man. she was nervous n missed clearing some scary balls. but she'l b ok wif trngs.. i know she will. john was top scorer. nice.
shidah oj n izyan came to watch. oj was flirting wif d guys. hah.
ate at np. nice. went home. oj was beat. n fell asleep almost immeadiately. ibu n ayah told us abt thier plans. got us involved.

workin again today. hope to get some sales. please. irritating to hv people askin u for sales evry half an hour. yep.

n my bro took my mp3 plyr again! argh.

// no one to count on anymore

hey. hi. i dun quite feel gd. cos my bro took my mp3 plyr to wrk.
n den i had 2 different nightmares. me n some frens were trapped on an island resort. twas nice but dere wasnt anyone else. n somehow d next door island was filled with 14th century chinese warriors. we saw dem n den dey wanted to kill us by shooting arrows. while we were watching tv inside d resort dey came attacking us. i was so scared. i woke up feeling so cold n my heart was racing.
next nightmare was somehow on an island too. dere was a 7-11 store n me n my frens had to take turns being the supervisor! n outside dere was always a buncha gangsters tt wud jus freak me out! like wtf?!

anw, wrk was stale. no sales. crappy custs. had a briefing from a guy from mgm. he's cute. he talks funny. but yeah.. hes stil cute. og. his inititals. malay first name. but his surname or dad's name.. was rili weird, ive nvr heard it b4.
for brk, i bought 3 tubes of mentos. red orange, spearmint n green apple. d red orange tasted soooo orange. went bck wif ly n jasper. took d train. haizzz..

ibu confirmed d bad news last nite aftr wrk. im worried. i m. i duno wat to do.

hope d frenly wil b fun. cos i need f.u.n. i need happy happy people.

c u. missing u.

// how does it feel?

gd monday noon. been online since i duno wen. dl songs n surfing. yeah.
oh! i dl d wouldnt it be nice by the beach boys.. cuteness.
woke up. ibu told us sumtin. haiz.
muz really get my ass off n do sumtin abt it.
bro's not wrkin today. his place got dnd. so he woke up n den played his pokemon crystal version. i tink d comp crashed on him n tts y hes lying down now n mayb falling aslp again.
oj is attempting to strum d guitar to finch's letters to you. hah.
n now she wants to curl my hair. haiyoh madness.
yestday mrng she actually made breakfast for herself. she beat an egg, dipped 2 slices of bread n den toasted the breads. un-supervised! power.
cant wait for tmr. cos im bringing her down to d frenly. heheee..

anw, gonna stay at at home til im supposed to go out to wrk. hope il get a sale k.
no one's on msn. so bored. no conversations. no nothing.
bluek.

oh! haha. i changed d skin again. i used this before. i like it la.

// in loving memory

stayed at home til evening. didnt hav plans. so i watched nick's kids choice, hot chicks, paris hilton sex tape scandal n many more. wonders of cable tv. had a call. well a few calls. was kinda waiting for it. n den had a change of plans.
sakae dinner with yes.. who else.

miss u. haiz.
roller coaster. happy. sad. confused. mad. watever. watever.

bought ibu the vision pot cover she wanted.

anw, songs.
they make or break u.

// tomato ketchup fortified with vitamins A & C

jus got bck. watched sizzling hot mr n mrs smith. john n jane smith. i like john. ok. anws. nice. action packed. haiz. nice la. shit. d storyline is like shit la. i meant, it was gd.. but does it always hv to b tt way? sumtimes movies kill me lor.
brad pitt is jus so so very hot. argh! geram seh.. duno ah y.
watched wif d buncha np-ians. grace runn is n nic. thnx ah for ajaking me.

had prawn mee. haha. phrawn. aftr wrk b4 movie.
had one sale. can la. didnt go for hbo trng cos of d movie.

my eyes pain sia today. haiyoh.

i planned sumtin for next month. but it looks like i hv to forgo tt. n now im feelin like crap. i feel like i wan to fcukin cry lor.
i gues its jus sign tt my period is coming la. period.

// fcuk this fcuking feeeeeeeeeeeeeling

gd late mrng. i jus got bck frm an interview. scaree. 1st time i was interviewed by 4 people at one time. dont know if il get the job. im ok if i dun get it. but it'l b a bonus if i get.

payday. settled most of the blardy bills. bought lj breakfast for the little women at home.
had clam chowder n hash brown, alone. reminiscing. topped up dis card n dat card. n im back to square one. the wonderful life of a lazy part timer.

n d washing machine hasnt come home yet. shidah has been the dhobi for d family. well kinda. she had to always go to my aunts place to do d laundry dere..

got d fixture's for d league. scareeee. i gotta play my best wif my shiny boots. hah. sporting will do fine with its contingent of male cheerleaders supporting endlessly. haha.

goin to wrk ltr. hope i hv at least a sale. bapak ayam almost beat me up wen i said i cud only hv 1 sale per shift. haha. best la dey all at wrk. oh! jasper shud b bck from m'sia today! woohoo..

// ur not alone. im d loner here.

hey. got bck early. how cool is tt?
trng was short. somehow. played full field. nice practice i shud say.. i stil suck ah. aftr tt had jogs n sprints. ok ah.
oh, reched trng late cos i went to buy d boots. cheap cheap lotto boots. but its kinda not wat i like ah. silver. man, my last choice. but, yeah d ones tt i wanted had no size liao.
too bright.. haiz. nvm, il b ok wif it.

chatted wif nor n nurul in d aftrnoon. its nice to get to know people.

n! seriously, im considering of migrating when i get married. im getting sick of the standard of living here. its jus too high. u hv to pay for evrything! we'r jus lucky tt we dun hv to pay for the air that we breathe. haiyah.. aishah ah.. u blardy contradicting person u. in friendster profile, u said ur grateful tt ur in s'pore.... mampos, mampos.. u suck la.

n.. sia ah.. i wana change my skin again . sick of this one alrdi..

//blardy alter egos

i think money makes the world go round. it does, somehow..
i saw.
d lack of it will then cause some diverse effects.
its a harsh world we'r living in here.
take care you guys..

happy 16th, titi.. smile awalys, please.

// chicken salad from kfc please

my brain's not functioning that well.
i do not know wat to post.

my team leader, scolded me, in a loving manner last nite.
scareeeee..

// banyak bebual, banyak tipu..

had a tourney at buona vista cc. drew 2 n won 1. i scored one! header somemore. nodded in shah's goalkick. hah. so nice. hehe.
anw, got into quarters. but as usual. we lost. sucky. we were containing d opponents well in d 1st half. den 2nd half, kancheong liao.. at last 3-1. crappy sia. n to d showers we went. haiz.

always like tt.

den go town. ate. walked ard. til my knee ffelt like bursting.
it was kinda fun goin out wif those buncha idiots.
hah.

taking care.

// u freakin psycho

beyonce said,
"change your mind,
go for curls.
because you're worth it."

// foolish

n so,
d fickle asshole has done it again.

//a shit load of piss