im wearing my brown racer n my green zip-up.
ask me y!? ask me y?! quick!
bcos, last nite, in my dreams dere was dis guy who came to my house n he started to fry doughnuts, or pretzels (not sure which one exactly) and they were choc mint flavoured!
me and aqilah was eating and eating n den i told him i simply love anything choc mint. he jus looked at me n nodded his head.
n so d dream was my inspiration to my dress code today!

anw, yestday, match was postponed due to lighning. d referees sucked la. yeah dere was lightning at 4 plus. after tt, no more! so we had a frenly wif ntu officiated by sham. aftr i was subbed, i looked at how stupid d match was played. i mean, juz a few mins ago i was playing in tt very field, stupidly. its like wasting all our trng to play like tt. its so congested and it was crap. we shud have played to our own pace instead of playing like d opponents. i hope on d real match itself, we wun play like tt n score more goals. n definitely, i, me, have to buck up..

oh, me n my team was on tv yestday. n i missed it. bluek. hehe..

// its manageable.. im feelin ok.

long day today.
we were the management team for this week's practical.
and it was a SUCCESS. setting was nice. food was yummy.
nicee. there wernt leftovers. dessert was great.
coconut juice for lecturers was a great idea. tink dey loved it.
many many thnx to d people at bedok sheng siong.
we got like half price for over 15 pieces of mangoes la.
muahahah.. great staff down dere. heh..

nd test was.. err. ok.
i didnt study. it was jus lucky tt i flipped thru the CHD notes.
nothing abt neuro in my mind. 2nd question was like german to me.
hah.

fpr was interesting. last lab tho.
i eat d apples that we canned last week.
mixed the syrup wif soda water and remaining vanilla ice cream.
yummy.
mr sin was nice.
'thru where can the gas escape?'
muahaha.. im so gonna miss school.
hira dropped by for awhile. n we ate ice cream together. =p

long day again tmr. NKF visit den MP.
madness. but il definitely miss all these crap.

// its show me the blueprints la, ba.

breakfast at bedok yestday. ate nasi lemak wif big otak otak. nice.
den went to sheng siong wif d FSM team. fun sia go market wif frens.
we bought like 4 basket fulls of stuff for tmr.
d aunties at d market so helpful. they made sure we bought those cheaper ones.
yeah. we bought coconut for the lecturers. lets jus hope JJ will be able to cut it nicely tmr.

things has turn out pretty weird. the past week many things happened.
i helped out in TP open house, there were bush fires in s'pore, i watched the movie, wimbledon, i sucked at a game at yishun std, i had sushi buffet and i stil have lots n lots of assignments yet to be done. it'l b interesting.
im not happy but im not sad either.

ms choo said be happy n dun worry abt anytin.
she's a nice person. really. n she looks like my aunt.
hehe.

// paranoia

i tink its tt time of d year again.
where im not in the mood to really blog.

anyways, last sunday was my crappiest game ever.
i sucked. i was lost. i was tired.
we won though.
i felt like i lost. i cudnt slp tt nite.
i dun understand how i can do all my stuff during trngs but wen i am on d field during match day, i feel like a fcuking beginner.
damn.

time's passing by quite quickly, its scary.

// there is no one else

apparently im an angry person. inside.
i didnt quite believe it.
but yeah come to tink of it, i m.
its because it seems i duno wat i want.

and, if ur given something, that u want,
u shud tke it.. rite?
i guess.

im hungry la. lab ltr for 3 hours.
renal n diabetic i heard.
renal is tough tau. madness.

dere's a frenly tmr at hougang wif paya lebar kovan/punggol.
n i hv no comments.

// hungry hippos

finished all my classes today. woohoo!
no ND tut today! woohoo!!
heading to trng soon! woohoo!!
gotta get some sun baby!

heh. yestday.. valentine's kepe?!
man.. sux la. like watever rite. i dun believe la in such crap.
everyday should be valentine's.
rite? yeah rite.
madness. people all over the place selling flowers. heh!
my fav flower chrysanthemum la!
everyday i drink tt..
wat only..

// energy food for me: white chocolate with cookie bits and red bull
energy food for grace: malteses and red bull
ITS WORKS!

hey. been a long time huh?
yeah. in sch now. mondays. .
crap.

1st match yestday against UWC.
we fcukin lost. wasted.
we were dominating but no! we cant turn tt into goals.
sucks. we were facing the hot evenin sun.
the wind were against us. crap.
yeah, wen ur losing, evrytin is definitely against u.
i was freakin nervous durin 1st half.
i took so bloody long to settle down.
i gues my performance durin 2nd half was better.
but, yeah, wats d use?
gotta win all d next games. to get atleast to d quarters.
ALL d freakin games.

wat a week.. wat a week.

oh, happy valentine's.

// oi! sape kat tengah?! tengah kosong la!!

in cyber now. doin CSAS. yazid's beside me.
he's stil struggling wif his n im done wif mine.
i jus hav to print it.

had a frenly yestday at NACLI. with some 'veteran' guys.
pitch was hard. sandy. had blisters.
i duno how i fared. startin was ok. towards d end of 1st half, my hamstrings were startin to kill me. i rili need to get more agressive.
this sunday our first match sia! argh...
anw, final score was 6-5. to dem.

oh, i scored. yeah.

breakfast wif C. brunch. or watever. yeah.
C has dis huge bruise across the forehead.
fell on d steps last nite, while sms-ing me.
man......

// i sense a war brewing

my head hurts.
damn.

im not even tinkin rite.

im so not in the mood.
n i wonder y.

// what do i know?

hey ho. doin my FPr lab worksheet now.
m so sleepy. had a heavy lunch.
FSM lab today was ok. theme was fruits.
interesting ah. but d soup tasted like curry.
but whatever. d pasta n chix were superb.
i was d waitress. suddenly i missed coffee bean la.

long day today. dun feel like goin ND lect ltr.
im so sleeeepy i dun tink i can absorb d lect.
no thnx to d lecturer ah.. she talks too loud..
not loud, its like she tries so hard to pronounce every single word perfectly she ends up shouting.
yeah sumtin like tt.
n renal is such a difficult topic sia.

tmr i duno if i wana go out or stay at home.
my uncles r comin over for some meetin abt d house at jb.
i tink il come to sch to do watever i hv to do..
yeah prolly.
sunday frenly.. hope il do gd.

// doing you right

changed my skin again. sumtin dark. i like.
tired hungry n sleepy.
classes ended late therefore wun b trng.
but will b goin dwn to meet d peeps.

got my term tests results.
passed 2 n failed 1. all three borderline results.
major crappiness.
i hav nice lecturers. they r rili rili nice.
i gotta do well n dun let dem worry abt me.
rite.

been surfin sites lately, searchin for ideas on where to go aftr grduation.
saw this BSc of Sports n Psychology(or sumtin like tt) offered by SSC.
checked out d modules,
so very interesting. but damn, d fees..
BSc in Education seemes not a bad choice.
frankly, i tink im not ready for wrk.
so we'l c how.
*sighs

// waves and firewrks

people people people,
weird beings dey r..
n with d inclusion of feelings,
dey'r juz..

id rather b an animal.
not much worries abt shit like dis.
juz search for food, stay safe n if not, yeah
u'd die.
n wen u die, ul go to heaven.
id like 2 b an eagle.
free n flying high above d canyons..

// madness

hey!
i fell at d stairs juz now n my slipper came out. well sorta.
u noe the string which holds the rubber sole to my feet.. u noe rite, yeah it came out la!
den i fell infront of d auntie!
wah kau! so malu!
den some more she helped me fixed my slippers.
HANG ON! its shida's slipper! tts y..
tink my bro wore my slippers today. damn!

goin to lect soon. d girls not comin ah.
sianz. but want to eat first.
argh!

watched the last samurai. again. with my bro.
power ah. tom cruise such a hottie.
tt katsumoto guy also cute.

argh!

k bye!

// argh! argh! argh! argh! argh! ARGH!!!!!