gd evenin ppl. wat a day has been..

sent reen off at d airport. she's off to vietnam. d national team's participating in some asain football thingy. playin against vietnam, indon n phillipines in their group stage. got for her a small PC. hugged n kissed her goodbye..
initial plan was to meet C at home aftr d trip to airport. but plan backfired, so me, runn, dila n zom took d train n headed westwards. hugged runn. den d 3 of us went to town.. hung out at bk. C smsed. met up at town. not aftr walkin ard wif d rez. zu bought a cap. anws, separated.
me n C dinnered at sakura. den had mrs fields. den we went hmv to buy vcd. grease 2! "he's a cooool cooool rider..." haha.. was slpy by den. headed khatib. went ntuc. C bought toothbrush. n also medication for my itch. bought sushi. den had our kopi-o n teh-o at 618.

got sch tmr for fyp briefing. forgot all abt it. rmb only wen gf n sheeda sms-ed me. damn. supposed to wrk in d mrng tmr.. haiz.. tink i gotta skip it. wrk tt is.. gotta sms hammy now.

yep. tts it. wat a day...
anw, my conversation wif hammy rili had got me tinkin for d past 2 days now.

//no one

m tired. sleepy. but im not aslp yet.

yesterday. 29th. wednesday.
wrked in d mrng. wif hammy, gourmet chef, buss girl n d couple. twas ok. was exhausted towards d end of the shift. during brk, hammy n me chatted abt serious stuff. den she told me wat happened between her n abg..
wana meet abg, wana here his side of d story.. anw, ot 4 an hour. left for woodlands.
slept in d bus, uncomfortably, with marc anthony in my ears.
woke up at yishun. missed calls. called runn.
drank OJ, it wasnt nice. met runn. took bus. packed wif irritating pri sch kids. feel like slappin a few of dem. stared at those rude ones. dey were scared of me.

reached d sch. after abt 15-20 mins, half of the lights were switched off. match was delayed. bloody. reen scored. beautiful.
2nd half was nail biting. thot we could maintain d score but d managed to score. so its a draw. den CP or NYP was havin a frenly behind.. at d other field. saw raudah in d toilet, dey won 4-0. power ah.

went to mac at civics. at the 6 pieces prawn covered wif wonton. damn, skinny prawns. $1.5o/kilo. blady. titi was sick. haiz..
runn went home.
ate, n ate. den went home. wif titi n mima in a bus full of roaches.

sendin reen off to vietnam ltr at noon. T1. boring.. hah! T2 better.
yup, wif runn. duno who else sending her off.

i stil wana change my skin. dun like dis one.

//ive got enough problems. please.

hey dere. was an ok day.
mrng. go to sch for FS test 2. printed my report for reference. tink d grp did gr8 dis time round.
test was ok i gues. it has 2 b ok. cos i failed my CA. need to pass dis round badly.
hung out wif d girls at sch.
headed to amk to meet C. had mac lunch. wanted d prawn burger, but dey dun sell it at d mac dere. damn ah. settled for fish instead. il b loaded wif my proteins n omega 3s. (im like eatin salmon n tuna at wrk all d time!!) went home. napped. cosy dark room. woke up. watched news den EPL highlights. twas a nice change.. watching soccer together, w/o any arguments.
cabbed home.

ate mee goreng. tutti-fruti ice-cream for desert. brushed my teeth. iron my uniform while watching the frighteners. michael j fox is cute. heh!

tuckin in soon.

wana change my skin. stil not happy wif d current one.. haiz..

//cut chicken, cut duck ah!!!!!

i realised my prev entry had lots n lotsa of typos.
not gonna edit dem.
cos i tink its cute!
muahahahaha!

// ur beautiness, takes my breath away. full moon.

hey! howdy. gd mrng/nite.

yestday, 27th. was a tiring day. well, i ve been tired, worn out these past few days cos ive been sleepin late.. so, its my fault..
anw, went bck 2 t2d 2day! man.. iwas scaree at first.. reached. breakfast slam.. maria, n pipit.. missed dem. irene told me to do EB, but was scared.. so i went to was d dishes.. hah! chicken sia aishah.
but, yeah gradually i came out, wif ann's n farid's help.. was doin EB. den IB. den a lil of cashiering.. yeah, im cool. next week! il b bck!
3+, mandy came. we hugged so tight til her face was red n she looked like she wanted to cry..
den fai came, we hugged so tight til her face was red n she looked like she wanted to cry too. .
haha!
oh. abg n chan not dere anymre! i miss dem more. if i see dem il hug dem so tight til my face turns red n i'l look like i wana cry! miz dem miz dem!
left at 5, 1 hr ot.

headed to bugis. took bus to lil india. walked to farrer park. was late. ran rounds. passong den shooting.. sucky at first. but gradually my shots got better. fun.. real fun.
den sprints.
aftr dat dis guy, uncle george talked to us. he said he saw us train n he was impressed. he's wak dol's fren. (wak dol is the coaches' coach) dey'v been playin soccer together since 1948.
uncle george was a player, den coach den referee. (wak dol n uncle george is in their 70s btw)
n uncle g was referee in d world cup 1974 in munich, germany! how cool is dat!?!?! i shook d hand of a famous singaporean..

didnt meet C today cos i was dead tired. plus C went out wif a fren, n i gues u were tired too. yeah. we'l meet tmr alritey dearest? i mean today, ltr..

got Food Safety open bk test at 12. GM foods. gotta some sch early to print notes. damn ah.

//full moon, missed you.

testing..
i juz change the skin. it seems like i can nvr b satisfied.. so here goes, prob, the shelf life of dis one wud b a week? we'l c.

anw, went to town wif d girls. haha! my mom n my siss. (2 sisters) was dere to buy shida's bday prezzie. ayah got a $20 taka voucher.. so the 4 of us was like walking ard the whole of ngee ann city.. man.. i was so tired.. den had dinner, an early one at lucky plaza.. n i was dere less den 24 hrs b4.. hah! headed home. had to do an emergency landing.. well, sort of cos qilah had to shit.. man.. alighted at braddell.. d 4 of us zoomed straight to d puny, tiny toilet..
took d train again. reached khatib, went to ABC supermarket to buy stuff..
den met ayah at NTUC.. he missed us! ahah!

juz finis my final hfla. scrappy. crap ah.
sent.
tmr, goin bck to wrk. at coffee bean! woo hoo.. frankly, im a lil scared.. im scared i like forgot all abt making the drinks.. n cashiering.. scareeeeeee.. gotta wake up early. dun wana b late for my 1st day.

oh, i didnt mention did i? watched a cinderella story wif shida on thurday at woodlands.. nice!
i almost cried.
chad michael murray is damn damn hot!

n, watched my girl at C's place. cute story.. juz cute. i cried..

//torn

oh wow. dis is amazing. im blogging. yes ah.
i almost wanted to make a different online journal.. man, dat was close.
thnx to shidah, who was reluctant to change.

anw, gd day ppl. its a sunday. n im goin out wif d girls.. my mum n my 2 sis. to town.. how cool is dat? shud b interesting.

yestday, stayed at home during the AM. cos i was cheated. lets juz not talk abt dat.
but aftr much persuasion, i went out wif my baby. we went to town. (like dere's no wher else) had dinner at lucky plaza while watching SI reloaded. aftr dat, we watched the the terminal. it was a sad, funny story.. tom hanks was great! n thnx to runn, who recommended it.
C had a bad day cos of an incident at werk, n everything, was on C's nerve. man.. it was fun arguing.. oh, remind me not to ever step into lucky plaza wen im on a date wif C.

hahah! oh k. friday, had a frenly against EB/BA. we lost 3-2. twas raining. twas so much fun...
i started out as right mid. i cud hv done better.. missed most of my chances. n pam, d opposing left mid was defending non stop.. nice challenge.
got sub aftr 2nd half.. told coach i wanted to play again.
aftr waiting, he said i cud play... as a stopper! man was i shocked! but, yeah, i did ok.. for someone who rili needs to brush up on her defending..
n grace was gr8. girl of d match! power ah. all those mugging muz hv made her like dat! muahah!
cant wait for my next frenly... well done, banned player!

well, dats it for now..

gotta go bathe now.. hehe.

//because i love you

testing

i stil dun like my skin. somehow im attached to my prev prev skin. man.... move on sucker.

juz reached home awhile ago. worked from 9 to 6. tiring. had mac's breakfast. had nasi ayam goreng. its supposed to b nasi goreng ayam. but yeah watever, i was famished. aftr wrk, had a caramel ice blended n a tiramisu. i miz kopibin. duno if im goin bck. its funny how i nvr tasted d tira wen i was wrkin dere. haha! took 24 den 853 home. slept all d way. almoz miz d stop.

led a blind man home. he stayed at 619. his hp low batt so he cant call his wifey or lil girl..

cant wait to c my baby tmr.

im like listening to sappy romantic songs nowadays.
long goodbye - ronan keating
keep on loving you - reo speedwagon
no one - marc anthony
earthbound - conner reeves

-- im gettin chubbier--

changed d skin agin. tink its better now. felt like d prev one wasnt me. shidah hated it. hah! even tho runn said it made me 'look' innocent.

had werk today. printed jurong east n west n ubi. tiring. but twas ok. mima n din took over. dhan n yazid look exhausted. met sofi at chongpang to take our pants. den met up wif his frens at 151. twas farhan's bday. fred farhan flintstone. (i tink he's cute.. hehe..) hung out.. cabbed home. thnx to dearie ahnaf..

im listening to earthbound - conner reeves.
C ever sang dis to me. at our room.
im missing u..

wrkin in d mrng again tmr.
gues il b juz headin home aftr dat. thot of watching movie but dun tink any1's free.

//and if you really have to go,
you'll take the high,
i'll take the low.

hey! changed the skin. like finally. i duno. is it too plain? too boring? got a feeling im gonna change it soon.. hah!

anw, today, went to alter my pants wif baby dearest. twas cold, rainin heavily.
we had roti john for lunch. i bought new slippers. kelme! it'l look nice if i was stil at sengkang. hah! den, evenin, accompanied my bro n ibu to poly. waited bloody long. left for trng before it was his turn. on d way to trng, slept... so soundly.
trng. was stil sleepy. tink i rili rili woke up after 1/2 hr. hah! somehow was fun today.
yeah, went bck. ate at mac.. n, I LEFT MY RETAINERS!! ITS LOST. FOREVER! im so dead.
haiz...

gonna slp now. wrkin in d mrng ltr. damn. 9 to 5. how many hrs is dat? count for me will ya?

peace.

//take a piece of paper
make a heart n send it out to u

piganda. yup. a hybrid of a pig n a panda. me.
fluffy fishpig. watever dat is. me.
only u can tink up of such names for me.
one of them many reasons y we'r together for dis long.
*hugs tightly

breakfast at lj. blady toot. yeah, 1 inch toast! whoa! muz try! idiot.. its half of the original size! cheat me.. cold potato salad. clam chowder was too thick. but, watever.. it was yummy wif u ard.
we updated each other with surprising, shocking n interesting news abt d ppl ard us.
851-ed home. watched kal ho na ho videos. over n over again. u amaze me.
we went to work.

helped dhan's dad. print leaflets. data entry. office was blady cold. got paid at the end of d day. den dhan n yazid took over d shift.
tired.

i rili need to change dis skin. i hv to.
but, Laziness Is Such A Disease.

//last beautiful girl

home alone. sch was gd. i mean, nothing bad happened. FS tut was ok. went to library. found out most of the things we needed for GMFs. headed to lvl 6 for survey. chatted.
ada is enganged! like OMG! i had goosebumps when she told me n gd dat. man.. no, dun get me wrong. its not dat its bad. its juz, like WOW! my friends, enganged!

anw, gf treated me to pizza hut, a belated bday prezzie. muahaha. den she bought me candies too!
thnk u! muaks!!
969-ed home. chatted.

goin to trng soon. tired. slept at 2+. was doing the HFLA thingy.
tired. tired.

cant wait for tmr!!! finally meetin C. yes ah!!!!!!!!
im gonna hug u so tight it'l make ur ancestors dizzy. (haha! thats part of a line from what movie?! GUESS!!)

//only love can break your heart

at home. got bck at 5. like wow..
went bck wif hira girlfren. chatted all the way tho i was sleepy. but, yeah, miz her.. juz glad we'r bck in sch.

was late to sch. jam. bus stalled. blady. had a field trip. to AVA(http://www.ava.gov.sg), VPHL (veterinary public health labratory). got to check out all those labs. so cool. its like we were like studying all those testing thingys since yr 1, n finally we got to see it ourselves. i gues the trip was ok. initially thought it had sumtin to with GM foods, but no.. there was nothing abt GMF.
oh. i got another report. due nxt wk. il tke my time.

lunched at Design. completed my report. printed it out. bind. handed it.
PC-ed at library with aliferiel n girlfren. yep.
bubble tea-ed. took 291 to intecen. cool.

gotta do hfla ltr. im d ombud compiling. damn.
so v sleepy now. but, no. dun wana slp. C mite call me.
im listenin to reo speedwagon's keep on loving you over and over again.
nice song.

wana change my blog skin. but. lazy.

//laziness is such a disease

its 0110 hrs. done most of my longest report ever. left with cover page and acknowledgement. yep. will do tt ltr, aftr d field trip to i-duno-where.

was happily almost completing my blady report wen i got an sms. meant for someone else. blady. heart starts beating faster. head started spinning. unneccesarily. hate it wen tt f***ing happens. hate tt f***ing person. hate u. i hate u. y do i even bother to hate u? i hate, hating u. i hate hating. ur d only one i hate. bit**. i f***ing hate u!! how much longer? can somebody tell me, pls..

damn. tt didnt make it better. i feel worse.

//i need an mp3 player.
i needed a digicam.
i still need cash.

its 0124hrs. im stil not aslp. im not slpy.

SW beat NUS 2 nil. reen got a deep deep cut on her forehead. and a small piece of broken tooth was embedded in d cut for d rez of d game. muz hv been a real hard knock. but, d top scorer stil scored. ri-e scored a header. she was so happy. n i was so happy looking at her being so happy. haha!

finally i noe wher lorong kismis(that's where gracie stays at!). coach j sent us home. saw grace's daddy ironing clothes from the car. cool... quiet neighbourhood..

sms-ing my dearest. from khatib to kl.
i miz u. cant wait for u to get back.
we'l go hv breakfast at lj.

//and im gonna keep on loving you
cos its the only thing i wana do
i dun wana sleep
i just wana keep on loving you

keep on loving you- reo speedwagon

ahoy dere! urs truly is in her sch library. muahaha. im supposed to b checking out books on GM foods. but, yeah, like moz of the books that i wanted is on loan. so here i am. yep. oh, at home, network card is finally fixed. thnx my fren. yup. felt stupid. cos he needed to only push the blardy thing in. so here i m. updating my blog.

goin to nus ltr. to study. tts wat i told my dad. hah! no ah.. watch SW vs NUS. yep.

im hungry. only had porridge fpr breakfast. looks like im gonna eat alone. cos i definitely cant wait for d rez aftr d game. it'l b dinner time by den.

i hv a 4000 word report to hand in on monday n i only typed in 200++ words. aishah, ur the greatest.

my bro. he said he went to sch. haha.. idiot. lyin to a liar. he needs to try harder.

oh, reena baby, congrats in being top scorer. n being selected to go to vietnam. hope everytin will turn out well for u.

C's at kl. having a convention. n uncle's funeral. death. sudden. c u on sunday dearie.

i wana change dis blog skin. bored wif it. but im so blardy lazy n i hv other more imoprtant things to do.

peace.

//i can read you like a book.

gd day. in pc lab. lvl 6. woo hoo... had a lil trouble loggin at first cos of the resetting of the password.

had FS tut. launch of package 2. abt GMF. damn.. had problems wif package 1. i didnt do well on that one. so, this time, i gotta buck up. surfing for GM webbies now. lunched wif dhan n azhari at design. didnt c girlfren d whole day today. hmmm...

C's comin over to attempt to fix d network card ltr. hope C wil save d day.

goin to farrer park ltr. trng's at 1630.

hey!!! damn. if C's comin over.. den i'l b late for trng.. oh no.. damn.. aahhh!!! how?!

sucks lah...

that's it for now.. peace.

//im in love with marc anthony.... for now.

hey! damn. typed a whole blady entry n the comp had to log off.

in sch library now. waitin for 3pm. meetin C ltr. had FS test juz now. sucked.. didnt noe i had a test until last note wen abel sms me.. yep.

yestday, had 4 aside at buona vista cc. stoopid. i duno abt d rez but i tink we sucked. lost at the group stage.
went to clementi to hv a hair cut. now its layered.
headed to jp for lunch. gave dem a treat.
went to uwc for the match aftr tt. one of the moz entertainin matches so far dis yr. sw beat uwc 5-1. great play u guys!

aftr spendin d whole day at the west side, headed back up to the north side. (sounds corny.. hahhah!) met up wif C. who was angry for awhile.. seekin attention. u naughty u.. had our kopi-o n teh-o. n my rojak! woo hoo!! shopped at ABC aftr tt. went bck. was freakin tired.
called coach j for awhile cos he told me to. said tt d 18 were alrdi chosen to go vietnam. n i didnt hv to go to nationals anymore. man.. it was shortlived. was half expecting it anw.

cant wait to meet C.
miz u. miz u. miz u.

peace.

//fluffy fishpig

hey dere. m upstairs at kaiwen's comp. had lunch wif isz. mee rebus.

went to SSS yestday. nationalshad a frenly against the guys' team dere. didnt play cos injured my toe. got it injured during last tuesday's trng. its like, greenish, blue, purple, reddish... i love my feet. its always getting itself injured.

our report was dued on monday. its submitted alrite.. but dey r still problems. damn..

i had so many things to type early dis mrng. my brain's empty now.. crap.

drained... C's been wrkin.. OTs aftr OTs.. tink of d outcome k.. ok.. relax.. smile..

tts it for now. im messed up.

//forgiveness doest change the past but it enlarges the future