hey. at amk again. paid bills again. boring day. den again not. nagged at early in d mrng abt my bro. he's in trouble again. great. kakak to d rescue! *sighs* seeked advice. hope everytin wil b ok.
yvonne n hira girlfriend got back their results. passed. congrats girls. damn. im scared. i gotta check it out again tmr. will sms yazid real soon to ask abt his fate. hah!
trng yestday was boring. the boringest! 4 bloody came. monkey, takraw den long passes. wats gonna happen man? please lah ppl, league coming. trng's not tt tough... pipit's comin dwn on tues to check it out. wil b interesting.
coach sent us back home. but before tt, we went to punggol jetty. for fun laughter peace n joy. it was drizzling n it was so very cold. on the way bck, we decided to be daring n coach turned left to this real dark dark place. there was a volkswagon beetle, probably wif a couple making out inside. but, damn.. i saw something which i wasnt supposed to see. there was dis figure which flew passed the car. damn.. my heart was pounding. it looked sumtin like a cyclist in white. except tt wen i turn it wasnt dere. apparently, coach n reena saw it too.. whoa..
C's been taking overtime non stop. wen was the last time i heard frm C?! ages ago?! (hah.. yestday only..) miz u dear. c u soon.
wrking tmr. pm shift. all the way to d mrng. damn. wonder how's next week schedule gonna b? hope il get at least 3 days.
im bored. i wana get sumtin to eat. either d ice cream frm the coffeeshop or a pie frm KFC. but den again, i mite be goin to mac ltr.. hhmmmm...
alrite ppl. peace for now.
Friday, May 28, 2004
Thursday, May 27, 2004
long time since i blogged. miz me ppl?! hah!
anw, m at amk cyber cafe. alone, cold n hungry. hah! wats new? went over to C's. had breakfast. watched kate n leopold. again! hah. C went to moto n here i m. miz C alrdi!
k. lotsa things happened.
didnt train whole of last week cos of my supp paper. n the break was the time where i was supposed to tink thru which club i was gona join. but to no avail. im training at SW. so i gues its SW. cant wait for CP. dey trng only at july. fitness will be all gone.
went out with zach, PX n C the other day. hung out at CBTL at sun plaza. man, wen was the last time i went dere? the place's stil ugly anw.. hah!
next day had dinner wif C n shawn. was fun. aftr tt watched TROY. greatest movie. loved the plot, the characters, the set, the costumes! i wana watch again!!! n sumhow, i was figuring y girls r crazy over orlando bloom. he's not cute at all. plus, he's scrawny! C got a little too emotional aftr d movie. the characters affected him n became cranky.. hah! man, i thot i was the only cranker..
oh, sunday i was attached to expo. s\celine was the manager. n she was alone. power! imagine, taking orders n din the drinks at the same time.
got the modem yesterday. hvnt fix it yet cos itl b activated only on 030604. so, il tke my time.
watched AMI season 3 for the 1st time. i want diana to win.
erm, tts it for now i gues.
peace ppl.
anw, m at amk cyber cafe. alone, cold n hungry. hah! wats new? went over to C's. had breakfast. watched kate n leopold. again! hah. C went to moto n here i m. miz C alrdi!
k. lotsa things happened.
didnt train whole of last week cos of my supp paper. n the break was the time where i was supposed to tink thru which club i was gona join. but to no avail. im training at SW. so i gues its SW. cant wait for CP. dey trng only at july. fitness will be all gone.
went out with zach, PX n C the other day. hung out at CBTL at sun plaza. man, wen was the last time i went dere? the place's stil ugly anw.. hah!
next day had dinner wif C n shawn. was fun. aftr tt watched TROY. greatest movie. loved the plot, the characters, the set, the costumes! i wana watch again!!! n sumhow, i was figuring y girls r crazy over orlando bloom. he's not cute at all. plus, he's scrawny! C got a little too emotional aftr d movie. the characters affected him n became cranky.. hah! man, i thot i was the only cranker..
oh, sunday i was attached to expo. s\celine was the manager. n she was alone. power! imagine, taking orders n din the drinks at the same time.
got the modem yesterday. hvnt fix it yet cos itl b activated only on 030604. so, il tke my time.
watched AMI season 3 for the 1st time. i want diana to win.
erm, tts it for now i gues.
peace ppl.
Thursday, May 20, 2004
hey dere. im at d school library. finished my FPr supp paper. once again, no comments.
got a missed call. called back. here was how the conversation went:
me: hi, who called?
lady: hi. @#$%^&*........(long, unclear introduction which i couldnt hear)
me: hi. who called?
lady: oh. erm, do u have a child in the school?
me: what school is that?
lady: ahmad ibrahim sec
me: oh. no. but my brother's there
lady: brother? he wat class?
me: erm, im not sure. 4N sumtin?
lady: what's his name?
me: muhd sufyan. S-U-F-Y-A-N.
lady: dont have. probably it was one of the teachers. why not u call this no: 6aaa5055
me: hmm. ok. thanks.
my brother must be up to no good.. *sigh*
cant wait to get home to tell ibu. also, cant wait to fill my empty tummy.
C called. so very glad to hear C's the voice. cant wait to c u ltr!!!!!!
You'll never find, as long as you live
Someone who loves you tender like I do
You'll never find, no matter where you search
Someone who cares about you the way I do
Whoa, I'm not braggin' on myself, baby
But I'm the one who loves you
And there's no one else! No one else!
You'll never find, it'll take the end of all time
Someone to understand you like I do
You'll never find the rhythm, the rhyme
All the magic we shared, just us two
Whoa, I'm not tryin' to make you stay, baby
Cause I'm the one who loves you
And there's no one else! No one else!
michael buble's You'll Never Find Another Love
C sang it to me. so true. luv u dear.
got a missed call. called back. here was how the conversation went:
me: hi, who called?
lady: hi. @#$%^&*........(long, unclear introduction which i couldnt hear)
me: hi. who called?
lady: oh. erm, do u have a child in the school?
me: what school is that?
lady: ahmad ibrahim sec
me: oh. no. but my brother's there
lady: brother? he wat class?
me: erm, im not sure. 4N sumtin?
lady: what's his name?
me: muhd sufyan. S-U-F-Y-A-N.
lady: dont have. probably it was one of the teachers. why not u call this no: 6aaa5055
me: hmm. ok. thanks.
my brother must be up to no good.. *sigh*
cant wait to get home to tell ibu. also, cant wait to fill my empty tummy.
C called. so very glad to hear C's the voice. cant wait to c u ltr!!!!!!
You'll never find, as long as you live
Someone who loves you tender like I do
You'll never find, no matter where you search
Someone who cares about you the way I do
Whoa, I'm not braggin' on myself, baby
But I'm the one who loves you
And there's no one else! No one else!
You'll never find, it'll take the end of all time
Someone to understand you like I do
You'll never find the rhythm, the rhyme
All the magic we shared, just us two
Whoa, I'm not tryin' to make you stay, baby
Cause I'm the one who loves you
And there's no one else! No one else!
michael buble's You'll Never Find Another Love
C sang it to me. so true. luv u dear.
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
hey. in sch library. finished my HnW supp paper. no comments abt it pls.
alone. cold n hungry.
yestday, planned to go over to C's to study. somehow i felt sleepy. so i slept. it was so nice dere. so cooling somehow. woke up n was hungry. deciding whether to eat at mac's, sakura or sakae again. haha. we were arguing again. haha. fun. finally, decided on sakae again. got ready n cabbed down. was super hungry. yummy. we juz ate sushi, aftr sushi, aftr sushi. yummy. bought mrs fields cookies n muffins before heading bck.
reached home. qilah was weird. she wanted the orange light on at 10pm.. changed, washed up tried to sleep. woke up 3+ to study. ate the cookies before i could really get things in my head. slept at 6. woke up at 7. in sch at 0830. cool huh? crap...
duno if i shud wait for yazid.. im hungry again. dun tink deres anytin at home. hhmmm....
ive been indecisive for the past 2-3 weeks? its not good.. i know. but i cant help it.
goin to toa payoh to buy qilah's sch skirt. pickin C up ltr. shud b interestin. hah!
anyways, food for thought..
americans say cant(cunt) is a bad word.
cant is not a bad word. cant is cannot.
peace ppl.
alone. cold n hungry.
yestday, planned to go over to C's to study. somehow i felt sleepy. so i slept. it was so nice dere. so cooling somehow. woke up n was hungry. deciding whether to eat at mac's, sakura or sakae again. haha. we were arguing again. haha. fun. finally, decided on sakae again. got ready n cabbed down. was super hungry. yummy. we juz ate sushi, aftr sushi, aftr sushi. yummy. bought mrs fields cookies n muffins before heading bck.
reached home. qilah was weird. she wanted the orange light on at 10pm.. changed, washed up tried to sleep. woke up 3+ to study. ate the cookies before i could really get things in my head. slept at 6. woke up at 7. in sch at 0830. cool huh? crap...
duno if i shud wait for yazid.. im hungry again. dun tink deres anytin at home. hhmmm....
ive been indecisive for the past 2-3 weeks? its not good.. i know. but i cant help it.
goin to toa payoh to buy qilah's sch skirt. pickin C up ltr. shud b interestin. hah!
anyways, food for thought..
americans say cant(cunt) is a bad word.
cant is not a bad word. cant is cannot.
peace ppl.
Sunday, May 16, 2004
at wak mah's place. dere's a kenduri ltr but im not attendin cos im goin to werk real soon. its freakin hot. im worried. wats wif the rising temp?
had the 7 aside yestday at NYP. was invited to play. represented the Mac Callister Old Girls' team. watever tt was. we ended 2nd place. beat the eagles. TR got 1st.. like duh? who else could hv won? was rili tired. aftr d game, thot of goin to BA's frenly, but wqs rili rili tired. ate at NYP before goin C's place to rest. hung around before heading to northpoint to have jap food. yummy. went home. tired. exhausted. couldnt sleep cos it was real hot.
check dis out.
cikgu: awak nak number ape?
me: hah? taklah.. saya tak main untuk cikgu.
cikgu: alah.. jual mahal pulak..
me: susah ah cikgu..
cikgu: hidup misti susah. we just have to sit down n talk abt it. talk serious.
me: *stares blankly at him*
coach was at d frenly game. read at dorcas's blog. tt a gd thing? i hv no idea.
peace ppl.
had the 7 aside yestday at NYP. was invited to play. represented the Mac Callister Old Girls' team. watever tt was. we ended 2nd place. beat the eagles. TR got 1st.. like duh? who else could hv won? was rili tired. aftr d game, thot of goin to BA's frenly, but wqs rili rili tired. ate at NYP before goin C's place to rest. hung around before heading to northpoint to have jap food. yummy. went home. tired. exhausted. couldnt sleep cos it was real hot.
check dis out.
cikgu: awak nak number ape?
me: hah? taklah.. saya tak main untuk cikgu.
cikgu: alah.. jual mahal pulak..
me: susah ah cikgu..
cikgu: hidup misti susah. we just have to sit down n talk abt it. talk serious.
me: *stares blankly at him*
coach was at d frenly game. read at dorcas's blog. tt a gd thing? i hv no idea.
peace ppl.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
hey dere. in cyber centre wif yazid. had HnW remedial juz now. tips? ok ah. tink il pass. i muz pass anyways. d supp papers r next tues n thurs. erm... how do i put my werk schedule next week?
oh, cudnt slp well cos dere's dis renovation werk goin on directly above my room. damn. its so bloody noisy. but amazingly, i cud nap a little.. hah.. i was juz tired frm werk i gues.
yestday, trng at BA. twas ok. everyone was nice. trng was ok. bernard said it was light trng. well, it kinda was. besides d usual drills, dere was crosses n den 2 side. aftr trng, C came pick me up. C was wearing pink i was wearing blue. aftr 2 long yrs, C finally met up wif his long lost son. man.. it was such a touching moment. i tink dey hugged for 1 whole minute... C cried. C rili missed shawn.. anw, we went eat wif dem cos me n C had no idea wher to eat. dere was abt 9 of us together. ate at LJ at toa payoh. aftr tt, me, C n shawn sat n chatted til 11+. cabbed home. ayah nagged. damn. i must b a gd daddy's girl for at least d nxt 2 wks. latest 2230hrs..
goin home soon i tink. hungry. i tink il eat first. dun wana go home cos its so so so so so noisy. but ayah bought ice cream.. so i gotta eat it before shidah finish the whole tub!!
ltr in d evenin goin to SW trng. hope it'l b ok. tink il juz do light trng. juz kick ard..
fri. hv werk til 4. hv to rush dwn to braddell for trng.
sat. 7 a side at nyp. but den BA got frenly. but den again, im not officially in d team.. so it shud b ok.oh, payday too. goin to hv me n C's monthly dose of JAPANESE FOOD!!!! yess ah!
oh!!!! in d mrng, on d way to sch juz now, was listening to perfect 10. haikel n dan had an interview wif a real life porn star. his name was ted @ big ben. man.. wat a name?.. haha.. n u noe wat? his thing was 11 inches long. n he said he didnt wana talk abt thickness... damn. scaree.....
man.. cant believe i juz typed all tt down.. hah!!
well, peace ppl.
oh, cudnt slp well cos dere's dis renovation werk goin on directly above my room. damn. its so bloody noisy. but amazingly, i cud nap a little.. hah.. i was juz tired frm werk i gues.
yestday, trng at BA. twas ok. everyone was nice. trng was ok. bernard said it was light trng. well, it kinda was. besides d usual drills, dere was crosses n den 2 side. aftr trng, C came pick me up. C was wearing pink i was wearing blue. aftr 2 long yrs, C finally met up wif his long lost son. man.. it was such a touching moment. i tink dey hugged for 1 whole minute... C cried. C rili missed shawn.. anw, we went eat wif dem cos me n C had no idea wher to eat. dere was abt 9 of us together. ate at LJ at toa payoh. aftr tt, me, C n shawn sat n chatted til 11+. cabbed home. ayah nagged. damn. i must b a gd daddy's girl for at least d nxt 2 wks. latest 2230hrs..
goin home soon i tink. hungry. i tink il eat first. dun wana go home cos its so so so so so noisy. but ayah bought ice cream.. so i gotta eat it before shidah finish the whole tub!!
ltr in d evenin goin to SW trng. hope it'l b ok. tink il juz do light trng. juz kick ard..
fri. hv werk til 4. hv to rush dwn to braddell for trng.
sat. 7 a side at nyp. but den BA got frenly. but den again, im not officially in d team.. so it shud b ok.oh, payday too. goin to hv me n C's monthly dose of JAPANESE FOOD!!!! yess ah!
oh!!!! in d mrng, on d way to sch juz now, was listening to perfect 10. haikel n dan had an interview wif a real life porn star. his name was ted @ big ben. man.. wat a name?.. haha.. n u noe wat? his thing was 11 inches long. n he said he didnt wana talk abt thickness... damn. scaree.....
man.. cant believe i juz typed all tt down.. hah!!
well, peace ppl.
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Sunday, May 09, 2004
hey. im at amk raider's cyber cafe. its real dark n noisy here. other ppl playing LAN games. dun get the hype.. whatever.
main reson im here is to scheck my school email. yup. im dropped out of the arts appreciation classes for the hols. duno if im supposed to be happy or not. well, one thing's for sure. i dun hv to continue the collage. hhmm.. so wat do i do tmr?
go to BA's trng? CP's trng? or watch the prime league guys at bedok? man... i hate making decisions.
checked my mail. nothin else to do. so will juz check out the other blogs. waitin for C. prob we'l b goin to bugis. im cravin for laksa since wednesday.. haha!
oh! went to bishan park yestday evenin for the SW's trng. had 2 side. twas ok except the girls were rili rili tough as in syanaz kinda tough. dey rili go for it. ankles n all. n dey wore ankle socks n no shin pads! shah oue exkeeper was dere. tt was a pleasant surprise. n finally got to meet zombie.. interesting..
i tink im rili up for BA but those other girls like nancy n all..... dey wan me to go SW. damn. decisions.
im hungry. C's not here yet. la la la la...
tues n thurs, im havin remedial classes. gotta call chandra to change my werk schedule. damn.
well, peace ppl.
main reson im here is to scheck my school email. yup. im dropped out of the arts appreciation classes for the hols. duno if im supposed to be happy or not. well, one thing's for sure. i dun hv to continue the collage. hhmm.. so wat do i do tmr?
go to BA's trng? CP's trng? or watch the prime league guys at bedok? man... i hate making decisions.
checked my mail. nothin else to do. so will juz check out the other blogs. waitin for C. prob we'l b goin to bugis. im cravin for laksa since wednesday.. haha!
oh! went to bishan park yestday evenin for the SW's trng. had 2 side. twas ok except the girls were rili rili tough as in syanaz kinda tough. dey rili go for it. ankles n all. n dey wore ankle socks n no shin pads! shah oue exkeeper was dere. tt was a pleasant surprise. n finally got to meet zombie.. interesting..
i tink im rili up for BA but those other girls like nancy n all..... dey wan me to go SW. damn. decisions.
im hungry. C's not here yet. la la la la...
tues n thurs, im havin remedial classes. gotta call chandra to change my werk schedule. damn.
well, peace ppl.
Saturday, May 08, 2004
hi. in sch library again. attended the SIP workshop just now. twas ok.
went wif hira girlfriend.
in d library wif her, yazid n alif. duno wher d rez.
goin home soon. feel like slpin.
oh! got my results. failed 2. taking my supp paper on the 17th may i heard. i passed my programming in java. haha! wat a joke?! damn.
ganga is here too. juz told me she went for an operation cos she cudnt breathe properly. interesting.
an told me dey stil playin for sengkang. badut: "kite masih setia dengan sengkang." hhmmmm.... gd lah. i miz d guys. ter told me ann got back wif his ex. man..
i wana go c their match on monday. but scared ah dilwant.. damn...
went to BA's trng yesterday. was ok. ran rounds while dribbling. side stepped, sprinted blah blah. short n long passes. den shooting. aftr tt got some crosses. twas ok. az didnt come. haha! boring.. i tink i made up my mind. im goin BA. C told me not to go SW. BUT, im stil unsure of it all. wat happens aftr d league? damn. indecisive me..
goin to SW's trng ltr.
wana go clubbin ltr wif C n zach n some of C's frens. told girlfriend n mel c. dey didnt believe me. il prove dem wrong!!!
ok, i need to go to d lil girls room.
peace.
went wif hira girlfriend.
in d library wif her, yazid n alif. duno wher d rez.
goin home soon. feel like slpin.
oh! got my results. failed 2. taking my supp paper on the 17th may i heard. i passed my programming in java. haha! wat a joke?! damn.
ganga is here too. juz told me she went for an operation cos she cudnt breathe properly. interesting.
an told me dey stil playin for sengkang. badut: "kite masih setia dengan sengkang." hhmmmm.... gd lah. i miz d guys. ter told me ann got back wif his ex. man..
i wana go c their match on monday. but scared ah dilwant.. damn...
went to BA's trng yesterday. was ok. ran rounds while dribbling. side stepped, sprinted blah blah. short n long passes. den shooting. aftr tt got some crosses. twas ok. az didnt come. haha! boring.. i tink i made up my mind. im goin BA. C told me not to go SW. BUT, im stil unsure of it all. wat happens aftr d league? damn. indecisive me..
goin to SW's trng ltr.
wana go clubbin ltr wif C n zach n some of C's frens. told girlfriend n mel c. dey didnt believe me. il prove dem wrong!!!
ok, i need to go to d lil girls room.
peace.
Thursday, May 06, 2004
in d sch library. attended arts app lect. topic was on impressionism. talked abt dead artists. out of the many many artists, only one was a happy painter. the others had tragic lifes. vincent van gogh was crazy. he admitted himself into an asylum, he cut his ear and finally he shot himself dead. man... sad isnt it?
runni's coming over to TP to meet me. yippee...
i slept soudly last nite. didnt wake up in d middle of the nite, didnt toss and turn. and i had the stangest dream.
my mum remarried a sec schoolmate's dad. n in all there were a set of parents n 6 kids. but somehow, some unrelated people, were there. in the dream, the whole new family juz moved in into this huge apratment. twas fun. den dere was a blackout, everyone panicked. but stil i wasnt scared. den a neighbour's mum died, n dere was a funeral. haha! i know its crazy. but it was fun. i had fun in d dream.
anyhu, im listening to michael buble's album. its C's. like 'fever', 'crazy thing called love' and 'sway'. been listening to it over and over again since yesterday.
changed my skin. yep.
i gotta be cool, relax
get a hip, get on my track,
take a backseat, hitch hike,
take a long long ride on my motorbike,
until im ready for
a little crazy thing called love
runni's coming over to TP to meet me. yippee...
i slept soudly last nite. didnt wake up in d middle of the nite, didnt toss and turn. and i had the stangest dream.
my mum remarried a sec schoolmate's dad. n in all there were a set of parents n 6 kids. but somehow, some unrelated people, were there. in the dream, the whole new family juz moved in into this huge apratment. twas fun. den dere was a blackout, everyone panicked. but stil i wasnt scared. den a neighbour's mum died, n dere was a funeral. haha! i know its crazy. but it was fun. i had fun in d dream.
anyhu, im listening to michael buble's album. its C's. like 'fever', 'crazy thing called love' and 'sway'. been listening to it over and over again since yesterday.
changed my skin. yep.
i gotta be cool, relax
get a hip, get on my track,
take a backseat, hitch hike,
take a long long ride on my motorbike,
until im ready for
a little crazy thing called love
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
hi. have been occupied. many things happened. many.
-sentosa was fun. had a tan. accidental. d skin on my chest is peelin now. prob goin again on 060604.
-soccer. the beautiful game isnt tt beautiful no more. sux. i wana play stil. but for who? for wat? damn. dere's trng ltr, n tmr n sat. all different clubs. haha! wen d league comes, il b a super player. interesting. yeah rite.
-work. has been fun. tiring but fun. tink of d money, baby.
-school. dearest TP. its d hols for goodness sakes. y d hell m i here? oh.. cos, i was a bad girl wen i was in yr 1. i skipped classes. gotta pay d price. arts appreciation.
-blog. bored of this chocolatey thingy. bored. changing d skin. by today i hope.
-people. people, people, people. so many kinds of people. hate dem, love dem, cant live without dem. people.
-love. wat the fuck is it? checked d encarta webby for definition of love. 10 over definitions for the noun, love. 5, for the verb.
this fits best: feel desire for: to feel romantic and sexual desire and longing for somebody
is tt rili love?
wats goin on now? i hvnt been tryin? have i? i didnt give u chances, i gave u hopes? wat was tt 14 mths? i tried. undeniably, it was u all along. i know n u know. probably my best wasnt good enuf 4 u. it had been difficult. i thot u knew. its not d same for me. it never was. im confused. wats going to happen next? i cant promise u anytin wen i know im going to break ur heart. it hurts me to see u hurt. u hv nothing else to proof. ive seen it all. no one else can beat tt. i duno wat to do anymore. i rili dun. u guys say im stubborn, im not. its juz difficult. it hurts to hurt. trust me.
-sentosa was fun. had a tan. accidental. d skin on my chest is peelin now. prob goin again on 060604.
-soccer. the beautiful game isnt tt beautiful no more. sux. i wana play stil. but for who? for wat? damn. dere's trng ltr, n tmr n sat. all different clubs. haha! wen d league comes, il b a super player. interesting. yeah rite.
-work. has been fun. tiring but fun. tink of d money, baby.
-school. dearest TP. its d hols for goodness sakes. y d hell m i here? oh.. cos, i was a bad girl wen i was in yr 1. i skipped classes. gotta pay d price. arts appreciation.
-blog. bored of this chocolatey thingy. bored. changing d skin. by today i hope.
-people. people, people, people. so many kinds of people. hate dem, love dem, cant live without dem. people.
-love. wat the fuck is it? checked d encarta webby for definition of love. 10 over definitions for the noun, love. 5, for the verb.
this fits best: feel desire for: to feel romantic and sexual desire and longing for somebody
is tt rili love?
wats goin on now? i hvnt been tryin? have i? i didnt give u chances, i gave u hopes? wat was tt 14 mths? i tried. undeniably, it was u all along. i know n u know. probably my best wasnt good enuf 4 u. it had been difficult. i thot u knew. its not d same for me. it never was. im confused. wats going to happen next? i cant promise u anytin wen i know im going to break ur heart. it hurts me to see u hurt. u hv nothing else to proof. ive seen it all. no one else can beat tt. i duno wat to do anymore. i rili dun. u guys say im stubborn, im not. its juz difficult. it hurts to hurt. trust me.
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