hey dere. using 784's pc. haha. wher else? ibu asked to check out the customer service assistant position at comfort. semangat seh!

m smsing ter now. d guys lost 3 nil to gombak. said it was his fault. man.. i sure noe how tt feels..

went over to C's. nice nite. i slept. which was weird. i usually cant slp.

goin to sentosa tmr wif my class. AA02. hope it'l b fun.

i duno wat else to say.

i miss people.

peace.

ahoy dere! in cyber centre. finally i finished my exams! java programming was juz minutes ago. didnt wake up in d mrng to study. had to rely on my memory. tink i was ok. i hope il pass. if i fail... i rili duno wat to say abt me.. 5 CUs...

monday goin sentosa wif d klas.. shud b interesting. muz ask C 4 d digicam..

thursday's trng was ok. kinda fun. after doing the millions of step-ups(i like to exxagerate) ran 5 rounds. improved the timing tho stil sucked. planning to run during the hols. aftr that, juggled.. twas fun.. den one touch, 2 touch.. den back breaker... fun. aftr trng, went wif ter n sham to redhill. attended ann's dad's funeral. ann looked so sad. 1st time ever went to a chinese funeral. ate peanuts n sweets. sat n chat till 11+.
reached home at almoz 1.

friday. no sch. dyed my hair. its reddish brown.. i want it to be more brownish.... but im ok wif it..

meetin C, runn n zach ltr. shud b interesting.

abang smsed me last nite to werk next weeekend. duno if can make it cos ibu said we may b goin to kampung... hhmmmm....

aite gtg..

peace ppl. enjoy d hols. to those who hvnt start ur exams... hahah!!! pelan2 ah..

hey.. sori to all faithful blog readers. been bz. wif exams. tp is like d only poly whose exams r now! i dun understand tt. totally. tp students will b having 2 whole months of holiday. come to tink of it... it is good. can werk more n earn more.

anw, lotsa things hv happened. C n me r together. we didnt actually split but, yeah wer together, again. runn, sori wer irritating. haha..
C bought for me a new handphone. E-700. samsung. gues wat? juz aftr less than 12 hrs of owning it, i scratched it. yup! 2 long vertical scratch across the screen. i feel bad. C was devastated wen C saw it.
watched 'walking tall' last wk. forgot was day it was. wif C n zach. the rock was juz yummylicious!

14mths yestday. C picked me up frm sch. aftr pbpn paper. (no comments abt tt pls) cabbed down to far east. took pix in cab wif my new fon. hehe... ate jap food. wer regulars dere. chat wif a pri schmate who's a waitress dere. stuffed ourselves til we forgot abt takin neos. headed to lido. bought tix. C took a breather. dose of caffeine from CBTL's frenly rivals, starbucks. had a mint latte. loved the foam. i tink its the milk. muz suggest to chan to change the brand of the milk. bought popcorn. went to lido 3. watched 50 1st dates. man!!! the funniest show for 2004. adam sandler was ever so hillarious. drew barrymore was great. n rob schneider was funny! laughed so hard. there was dis weird couple beside us tho. they didnt laugh. at all. they only twitched. weird...

went home. slpt. woke up in d mrng to study.

had fpr paper. no comments pls.

body still aching from tuesday's fitness training.

oh, goin to ann's dad's funeral ltr. mr lim passed away dis mrng. it was sudden. he was admitted to the hospital only a wk ago. lymphoid cancer. i gotta read abt it.
ann, if ur reading dis, im rili sori 4 ur lost. u tke cre.

peace.

wen was the last time i reach school at 8 on thursdays? 10 yrs ago? hah.. its been a long time. last week of school before exams. came for the tips... tips.. yea..

in pc lab alone cos hira girlfriend, yazida n sheeda r having their ADFS lect now. waitin for 10am for PBPN lect. gonna complete all my notes so i can start studyin.

yestday, werk was ok. ok. fun? yeah, kinda.. tired? very..
dere was dis indian couple.. they ordered a cheesecake n 2 cafe caramel. the caramel pump at our outlet is damn tight. so u have to use all the energy to pump out juz a few ounces of caramel. the guy saw it and asked me abt it. i muz have looked rili funny while pumpin dat damn thing. n den we were having a conversation. he said he recognised me from sunday. cool huh...
den juz before i end my shift, dere was dis 2 doctors from raffles medical who were flirting ard. talking crap.. asking me abt low fat milk, calcium content n lactose intolerance.. finally dey ordered a coffee n a tea.. man...

trng ltr. hope it'l b fun. need to burn off the food i eat.

goin to buy that super low giordano jeans. similar to type 1. but whoa, 1/2 d price?? fits better i tink too. plus, im goin in to transit wif hammy to buy it! yesh ah!! airport staff discount!! hehe!!

other than werk n school, life hasnt been tt gr8. actually i hv no idea wats goin on now. evrythin juz suck. it does. i hate dis. ppl warned me tt it wun b easy. i might regret. but.. im not regreting. the experience had been overwhelming. it was a risk i had to take. n now.... its getting difficult... but il be ok. we'l b frens. tts wat we promised. fuck it, im juz a bitch..

here i am again. nothing has been done on my driver class. im having the greatest mind block ever. this is just great. will continue during official pratical lesson. hope glorisha n yvonne can help me. robin wont be coming cos he alrdi handed it in. dammit. y is he so smart? not fair.

nothing's fair. hah!

i clipped my fringe today. candice said i looked sweet. thnx candice. prob im crazy, but wen ppl, any1, say this tiny tiny nice things to me, i feel happy. i get happy too easily. is tt good?

ate egg sandwich. n den porrigde. so, not hungry yet. but i feel like having candy. chocolates or something. feel like dropping by the bookshop. but, im lazy. argh! i hate dis. hate it. laziness.

alrite. gotta go now.

peace.

in ITlab. attempting to finish my java. only have the driver class to finish.but sumhow, i cant get my brainwerking on this one. damn. sucks.

not going to train ltr. last day of java. finally. thurs. can go trng. next week exams. next saturday java paper. aftr tt, no more java. for d rez of my life. thnk god.

juz gotta get thru this.. il b ok. i always am. rite? rite...

gotta go tut now.

peace.

over at wak mah's place. did my crappy FPr. had a bad nite. didnt slp. slpt at 6. woke up at 11. bad bad nite. messed up life.

changed the template. hope i wun get bored wif dis. i get fuckin bored easily. probably tts juz my problem.

tts always my problem. wif anytin. i get bored easily.

i wanna go eat now. qilah's cranky.

hi. in d tallest structure of the school now. how tall? erm.. i forgot? 9/10/11 storeys? yup, tts d tp library. anyways, woke up at ard 10. left house at 11+. didnt attend any lect. damn. supposed to look for info on my FPr, but no luck.

yestday, put on my retainers. was supposed to go last week, but i had a test. dr zul 'scolded' me. he said he didint want to talk to me. haha! he veery funny.. n now, once again ppl, i hv metals (with inclusion of some pink plastic parts)in my mouth. i talk funny. dr zul said its like having sweets forever in ur mouth for a month!

met up wif ann b4 goin to wrk. was late. n sumhw, tired. kinda fun tho. oh! herdy looks rili smart now. with such short hair.. servin the nation soon... gd 4 him.. haha!

things between me n C is gettin really weird. weird weird.. i duno wat to say.

peace.

in sch library. ate brunch with dayen at design. ahd fpqap written test. had mind block for 1st 10 mins, cudnt tink. but i gues i did ok. did another one of those lame surveys. gotta do my fpqap report lttr at nite. hah! will try burnin the midnite oil. ive nvr done tt b4.

wil b skippin java lect for soccer trng ltr. haha! so bad of me. hv been tinkin abt hokkien mee since last nite. shud i go bck early to do my report or eat at the kopishop.... dilemma...

C reached home at 4 in d mrng. had supper with zach at newton. zach's bday.. man.. juz d 2 of dem!? boring rite... stil no news abt shutting dwn...

tummy's not feeling rite. tink i gotta go to d lil girls room soon.

i like the reason by hoobastank.. but at the same time i hate it too.. makes me tink abt sad stuff... love hate.. crap..

peace

hey dere. me in library now. didnt attend any mrng lect. waitin for 11am for csas/ dere'll b a minutes test. damn. i dun exactly rmb d format. watever. il live.

anw, had a bz wkend. friday, had fpqap final interview. tink i did quite ok. went to meet C at ct hall. ate @ sakura! hah! where else? den hang ard. den wen to bk to eat the caramel creme pie! finally! i got to taste it!! yummylicious. den went bck to sch for FPr. oh! i saw iqbal. dis sec sch fren of mine. chatted for awhile. aftr sch had trng. man! its been a long time. had fun tho. dere's a new girl. nancy. a thai. elin's fren.
wanted to eat hokkien mee, but the store was closed!! damn. ate mee soto instead. went back wif grace. runn didnt come. boring...

sat. had world of coffee and tea class at CBTL HQ. it was kinda fun actually. spent the whole day n afternoon cooped up in tt class. n den!! on d way bck, at bkt merah int, saw the SMFC prime league keeper. ann. we chatted for awhile. he stays ard d area. went bck. watched the ms s'pore. no comments abt tt. watched the man u vs arsenal game. ate rice. slpt 4 1/2 an hour b4 gettin ready for werk. midnite shift!! worked wif abang.. n jonie n zen n amin, a new guy. abang said i looked troubled. man..

sunday.. slept the whole day. woke up to eat. bathed. watched miss congeniality. runn said miss congeniality reminds her of me. hah! C said tt too...

monday, here i am.
i miss C.

peace ppl.

hey dere. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY! hah! k watever. in pc lab now. finished wif 1st part of d day. now waitin for 5pm for java. wat else? damn. im spending more time worryin abt java than my core subjects.
goin out wif my pets ltr. runni wana buy a digicam. hehe... she'l b self obssesed juz like me. haha... n grace wil hv more reasons to be cute! yeah rite! grace, i lied. ur not cute!!! hahaha!!

last nite, werk, 7+1. me, lyn, fai, asad, herdy, kamarul n izhar. kecoh!! fai, having one of her mood swings again. kamarul was talkin crap. izhar taught me wats a "village bicycle". herdy made for me an egg sandwich wif salmon. asad kept callin me a nutritionist. damn. sumhow i was rili tired. but it was fun. oh, and, now i noe wats a BABYCINO. its a small cup of foam! tts it!! hah! foam! madness..

mrng, had pbpn test. it juz my luck tt wat i read on d bus came out. although i got the carrier protein all mixed up. i left 1 qns blank tho. dipeptides n tripeptides. damn.
exams in 3 wks time. double damn.
there's d final interview for FPQAP tmr. triple damn.

cant wait for tmr cos finally, meetin C. oh, yeah, dere's trng too. interesting. let us c the turnout.

tts it for now. i wanna do stuff. FPr project. hvnt start a single shit.

peace.